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-bel-

2007-03-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

To: beloved bel- new found bestie!

Bel,
read wat u wrote on ur blog le. ytd cant get to read it. i'm so touched by it u noe. hmm. u'r such a wonderful person too. be4 knowin u, i lye e way u lead. cuz it quite unique. cuz it reali shows ur confidence lvl. aft knowin u, i found out tt u'r so soft inside. always lye ppl to sayang u. teng u one. haas. lye small gal lye tt. hmm. come to think of it. i should thx AVC. cuz it's through AVC den we got tt close wif each other. we bonded so well tt suddenly we r so close to each other aft spendin 5 days tgt.

I lye e way we chatted at nite. xi sheng our slp, whisper to each other not wantin to disturb e rest. haas. yea. i'm not sick of seein u everyday if possible. l0l. hmm. hu saes u'r not pretty rite? i'm oso honoured to noe u. cuz i think u'r pretty. reali. ^^ but we shld try to exercise more lahs. hor? l0lx. haas. u'r oso sensitive mahs. hehes. plus emotionallye miie! tt's e best liao. u understand how i feel so clearly. lye no one ever did. hehes. whenever, i chat wif u. u made miie feel lye talkin to u. cuz i'm confortable talkin to u. u will listen n gib miie advises tt will reali helps alot. n i oso trust u tt u wun go n tell other ppl wat i told u. cuz it's beri important in frenship or rls. (^-^)

N i reali reali nid to say a BIG thank you to u. cuz when those sad things happened. u'r by my side. though u nid to work. but u still spent time for miie. listen to my rantings n all. n appreciate miie for hu i'm. reali beri happie to noe tt. cuz seriously speaking, i'm a lousy fren mahs. so it's surprisin tt u'r willing to make fren wif miie. i'm happie enuff le. hehes. i'm glad to hv u, forbes n chu hao(sometimes). cuz ppl got his gf. so i'm lye his spare tyre lor. l0ls. 3rd choice. yea. at least i hv u 3 ard miie. n i hope tt we can get reali close wif each other. listen to each other's prob, help one another n most importantly ish to gib each other support n trust.

hmm. i will oso always standby u. 24/7 de. so if u nid any support or nid miie to lend u a listenin ear. by all means kkx. dun hv to consider anything. rem e door bell? jus press it. hees. i would wanna tell u too. U'r highly treasured too.! cuz der's onli one BEL in tis world!.

-Muacks-
~i <3 u~

abt u...

2007-03-17T01:17:00.000+08:00

hmm. came back frm work. so tiring lehs. stood for 8hrs today. red cross oso nv stand so long loh. haas. but well onli earned $2 for my commission. haas. will be workin tmr n sun. haas. hmm.

A story has two parts. u cant possibly make judgement onli based on one part. cuz it'll be unfair if u merely hear a side of the story. ermm. wat i felt aft reading ish tt. if u were reali my true fren. u wun even believe wat others had to say abt miie. instead even if u dun trust miie. u will get e fact right first be4 arriving to e conclusion. but u didnt. tis ish wat i'm disappointed abt. well, since it's so obvious tt u dun put ur trust in miie, i guess i shld rather cast aside tis frenship n jus make new frens. anw, miie n forbes ish jus bestiie. believe it or not. if u wanna think it tt way tt miie n him ish a couple. by all means. cuz i noe myself well.

Love Hurts-haix.

2007-02-23T04:06:00.000+08:00

Love Hurts

love is like a knife

it hurts when it cuts you

love is this pain in my body

it never goes away it stays for days and days

love hurts love is like a broken leg

it feels like it will never heal

love is like a heart attack

it surprizes youlove hurts

be ready when you fall in love you will be hurt because

love hurts

feelin low + no mood

2007-02-20T02:29:00.000+08:00

hmm. long time nv touch tis blog le. i oso got nth to write n say. n i dun wish to write anything here. been busy wif my revision last wk. so kinda got no spare time. hope i wun do badly in my exams. den tis wk ish cny. oso busy. well, right now i'm feelin ups n downs. haix.

cny shld be happie. but den chu yi alrdy quarrel wif u liao. haix. ya. guess u reali made a big mistake in choosin miie. haix. i didnt say tt watever u do ish not enuff for miie. y wuld u think it in tis way? n well, i didnt say tt u wanna spend 5days in camp too. seems lye everything tt i said u oso mistaken. i meant u in camp for 5days. hence, u got no time to pei miie. i didnt say till lye u wanna spend ur time inside. if u wan, u wun kept complainin to miie abt how sickening it is inside right. so ish lye onli wkends den u can pei miie. plusi wkdays dun gete chance to see u liao. of cuz i'll wish to meet u. but nevertheless u'r always gamin n left little time for miie. jus tt few hrs be4 u gg back camp. it's had been lye tis for a couple of wks le. haix. ya. play game, go out. den y would i always feel tt i'm e lowest in ur heart? it seems lye u always playin ur game. yes, i noe if i call u to go out wif miie, u will. but sometimes when i wanna ask u out. many things will come to my mind. - where to go? wat to eat? ish it convenient for u? since we both live so far frm each other. haix. i dunno. it's lye onli on sun den u come my hse cuz u nid to go back camp aft tt. do u noe how long since i last chat wif u abt my everyday stuff? do u reali care not? not tt i wanna compare u wif my ex. some things a guy will do even if e gal nv say de mahs. right?

well, if u reali think tt i'm treatin u lye a dog. den i reali got nth to say. but i dare to say i did not. my thinking ish lye, u'r my bf mahs. so naturally u will send a msg askin wat am i doing even though i'm angry or wat right? well. u didnt. it's quite sad whenever i check on my hp. n to my disapointment i see no msg frm u.

Lastly, if being wif miie ish reali tt difficult. we can go separate ways bahs. at least u n miie dun hv to suffer lye wat u had said? Good luck, all e best. Bon voyage~! Take care bahs.

speechless.

2007-01-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

"AN EYE FOR AN EYE MAKES THE WORLD GOES BLIND."

both parties will eventually get hurt in such conflict. hurtful things are said. it wun benefit each other. hate my thinkin. so be it. it's miie anw. der bound to be things u sure dun lye. but guess most of the things ish dislike rather than likes. i'm a person tt no one will ever lyes miie except for my parents. i'm someone tt everyone dislikes and hates miie. i'm a petty, unreasonable person and shall vanish from all of u.
u said no bestie push u to e limit. den let miie tell u. no one ever scolded miie be4. had u consider my feeling? maybe i reali got no manners, cuz i din reply nor pick up ur call. but u oso doesnt hv to scold miie rite. at least i noe i din scold u lor. believe it or not. u'r disappointed in miie. so do i. n i din tell forbes tt it's entirely ur fault. i dunno y u think tis way. haix. i got nth to say. i didnt wan to pick up ur call or reply u. cuz i reali dunno how to face u. i dunno wat to say. i've always run away frm my prob whenever i dunno how to deal wif dem.

rls ish giving miie headaches. on n off non-stop. din intend to quarrel wif u. but i'm jus askin y ish it unfair tt u can n i cant. i dun understand. mus u get angry over tt? seriously, i dun get it at all. i dun get it. do u ever care? do u ever understand how i feel? do u ?

went town + bugis wif chew~

2006-12-21T01:30:00.000+08:00

h0o0o~ long time nv post new entry liao. growing spider webs le. wahaha. anw, i jus came back from shoppin!! W0o0o0o0o~ hees. i spent $100. OMG. my $100 fly fly fly liao. **hurhur**. spent on food, 4 xmas presents, shirt, earrings. wahaha~ my mummy gonna kill miie if she noes tt i spent so much. cuz e money i used ish frm my ang bao $$. hees. li hai rite. save till now haben spent. nvm. cny oso comin. so i can spend finish. wah. evil. hees. went to pei chew see doc. den aft tt shop a while. i saw lynn n zhi wei. den jus now i told ji quan. den he say maybe they gg to be tgt le. dunno real not lehx. wahahax. den zhi wei so fast break wif amebell liao. (-_-). ok. anw, not my business oso. dun care. hahax. n aft we shop finished @ orchard. wee. den we went to eat din tai feng today. oishii nehx! eat till so full. den be4 tt so hungry. wahaha. miss xiao long bao so much. n today finally i eat dem!! hees.

den we went bugis. cuz i wanna buy e shirt, necklace n belt. den i suggested to take bus. den e road jam. lol. nvm. worst thing ish tt chew scream so loud when i tickle her. den e ppl in e bus turned over n looked @ us. i so ps sia. dunno where to hide my face. but was laughin away at her oso. no time to cover. lol. den reached bugis. went to look at e shirt de design. n i bought e shirt. i lye it so much. hees. though ish normal. but ish nice. went to shop for xmas present. finally saw sth nice. hope u'll lye arhx. lolx. dun lye oso bo bian. bought liao. lmao ~.~

took bus home. a bit regretted. cuz when i got up e bus. der's no seats for miie. sad case. n i stood for half of e journey. cant play psp. so i listen to my mp3. den till one stop. finally got seats le. y0h0o0o0~. sat down n play sims. haas. reached hm 12+ liao. okie. end of my day. haas. ciao~

2006-12-14T12:46:00.000+08:00

hoho some piggy is busy studying today XD jy ah.

weeee~ happie

2006-12-06T19:19:00.000+08:00

YEAH YEAH!!! finally, i've cleared things wif forbes liao le. weee~ got talk today. n i'm elated. hees. n we'r back to normal. ka jiao-in each other. haas. it's great. i hope it will remain lye tis. class gg to organise a bbq on 16dec. but dunno will sucessful anot. haas. though, i dun wish some ppl to be der lye e malay boi in my class. n e shh shh gal. LMAO~!!! but nvm. e more ppl e merrier rite. hees. if sucess, den it'll be our first class outing. lookin forward. but duno will fun anot. lolx. anw, common tests r comin. n i noe i said lots of time liao. so stress. cuz i've been slacking ard since sch reopen. lolx. so fast got test. die + chaim liao lahx. lolx. buddha po pi po pi miie ok. lmao~

(>'_"_'<)
("((00))") V
am i cute? =p

BREAKIN DOWN SOON

2006-12-03T18:45:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! i think i'm gg to breakdown sooner or later. livin each day ish lye hell to miie. i still nid to wear a smile even when i'm unhappie. haix. jus came back frm sch. damn it. went to collect food items frm e residents on sat. hell tired! went back to sch. unpacked all e stuffs till 12+. checked if it's expired. or semi-condemn. checked till my eyes pain. unpacked liao ate dinner. was not bad though. went to call my mummy n chatted abt my probs. sadly to say, i said till i tears. haix. den slept at 4. sians. everyday ish unhappie for miie. der's far too many probs for miie to handle liao. n i dun think i can manage dem. though i was unhappie, i still play ard wif my cca de ppl. partly, i can try not to hv my time alone so that i wun be thinkin too much. secondly, i wun be lookin too sad. cuz i'll be smiling. haix. it's difficult. but i managed to bluff through. it was onli today den max asked miie y i'm so quiet. say e truth, i din talk to anyone today. i was lye all alone. went to distribute e food items we collected. n tt idiotic emily. thinks tt she's e biggest. orderin ppl here n der. SHYT U UNDERSTAND. STFU LAHX!! U BYTCH!! ONLI NOE HOW TO MIX WIF THOSE YR2 MAIN COMM DE PPL. FCUK U!! LEAVE MIIE ALL ALONE. made miie super double sians. but nvm, i still ren. n i'll ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren ren no matter wat.

n i guess i'll be screwing up all my common tests tt are comin up. SI BEI SIANS.
maybe one day u'll see miie in metal hospital liao. rem to visit miie okay. haix.

[[din noe u'll made miie feel tis way]]

I'm dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying!!!

*****SCREAMING*****

depressed~!!

2006-12-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

yes! i was disappointed. because since mon, i went to sch. u din talked to miie. though, on mon i did talked to u during micro tutorial. i was feelin strange when i saw u walked away wif sylvonne they all for lunch. normally, u wuld wait for miie to pack up. n i tot maybe we will meet in canteen 1. but sad to say, der were no space for miie, ji quan n jia qing. so nvm. went to lecture hall. again. i tot u wuld sit beside miie during lecture. but instead u sat beside sylvonne. so i din even noe wat's happenin. yes. i was frustrated. cuz inside miie, thousands of thoughts went through my mind. i was thinkin abt e reason y u din wanna talk to miie. n i did tot of e reason beacuse u wanna forget miie. i couldnt concentrate on e lecture. though i was talking down notes. but i'm not understandin anything. i got worked up. y? because, i was all alone. so lonely in lectures or even tutorial. no one to talk to miie. no one to teach miie things tt i dun understand. or maybe i was too dependent on u in sch. tt's y. everyone seems to act tis way. whenever we cant be couples, it's always = to cant be frens. tt's explain y tt time i did put my msn nick as cant be couples = cant be frens?? cuz i reali hate it. wei xuan, clement, seb n alot more. all acted e same way. i'm reali sick n tired of it. n i tot u will be e 10th one tt will stand by miie n be my bestie even though we cant be couple. share my probs wif miie. nevertheless. u din.. even though, i was wif ji quan n jia qing. i dun lye. cuz i dun reali lye dem. as u shld noe it. but i dun wanna fell too lonely. whenever i saw u n sylvonne they all laughing. i'm jus wondering y tis could happen to miie. cuz past 4 days i din noe e reason. it's until today. till sylvonne told miie e truth. den i realise it. i wun be scoldin u. cuz i noe u felt miserable too. n pls pls dun booze too much. it's not gd for health. as a fren, i dun wanna see u feelin tis way. i'm sorri. sorri tt i given u e wrong impression tt u hv e chance. i'm beri sorri.

thx for confessing tt u had e urge to sit beside mie during lectures. but i guess i'll jus gib u time to forget abt miie bahx. though i reali dun wan tis to happen. esp our common test ish comin liao. as for tml's IS class. it's fine if u wanna dance wif sylvonne. i can dance wif rachel though. if u wan it tt way, i'm fine wif it. n i think u had misunderstood miie. yes, i was pissed off. tt was e past 4 days when u din even wanna talk to miie. but aft i noe e reason, den i realised it. alright, perhaps i din take ur feelings into consideration bahx.

n i reali missed e times when we actually crap during lectures n tutorial when it gets real bored. but well, everything ish in e past liao. shall hope everything ish fine. haix. i reali dun wan things to turn tis way. but i'll still gib u time. so when u reali got over miie liao, den u try n talk to miie bahx. wun force u into difficult situation de. so dun worry. n right now, in class. i wun talk to u first bahx. till u approach miie liao. den i'll start talkin to u.

anw, take care lots n jus wanna let u noe i reali treasure u as my beri beri gd n close fren in sch. so i hope nth will happen to u. once again, rem dun drink too much le. actually, i wanted to study wif u for all e tests tt's comin up de. but well, i din expect things will turn out tis way. so nvm liao bahx. anw, good luck for ur common tests tt ish comin up soon.

forbees~

2006-11-27T21:17:00.000+08:00

today went to sch. felt a bit sad. cuz my closest bestiie in class nv talk to miie. sad case. normally will have our lunch tgt. but today nv. actually i din realise de. till when i bought my food le. den walked to my place. den ji quan said got sth to ask miie. den i said wat. he said y u n him nv tgt? lolx. den i realised. ya hor. haas. den he said always see u two tgt. den suddenly nv tgt. lye beri bu zhi zai. den i diao. but quite sad lor. cuz normally i hv him to crap wif miie in sch. but now dun hv le. but nvm bahx. if he wanna join sylvonne they all. i'm fine de bahx. jus tt will feel lonely in sch. as i do not hv much things to talk abt to ji quan, jia qing or john. hmm. or maybe i said something wrong n pissed him off w/o realisin it? xD.. i may be ignorant at times, but i was all along playing wif u. so if i reali said anything wrong. forgive miie bahx. hope u still treat miie as ur fren arhx. i dunno u'll read anot. but i'll jus post it bahx. (^-^)

anw, 2 wks more n common tests are coming. u jia you bahx. cya~!!
<(^(oo)^)>

disappointed!!

2006-11-27T16:54:00.000+08:00

haix. hang up e fone so fast. cuz we jus got nth to say. u'r tired. nth much to say. anything i said dun think will turn u on de. u seems so quiet. u said got things to said. den when i ask u. den u said u other days den tell miie. but i tot i heard u said u xiang dao den tell miie. haix. i cant reali heard wat u said jus now. cuz ur voice veri muffled plus ur background noise beri noisy lor. haix. din noe u will use that tone n talk to miie. *disappointed* plus *shocking*. though, i noe u'r tired. tt's y when i cant hear u. i din asked u again cuz lata u'll get irritated. cuz sometimes when ppl ask miie to repeat too many times. i'll oso pek cek de lor. so i noe how it feels on others. den i was lye finding topic to say since u'r so quiet on e fone. n i dun lye e feeling. so i said abt e aracde thing. n ur response was lye. "ok" den i oso sian nth to say. trying to find topic but der u'r keepin quiet n not communicatin at all. although u said u'r listening, but i dun feel ur presence. haix. e day before u oso tired n e feelin oso lye tis. jus tt i din say anything nia. cuz i noe u'r tired. so nvm. but today same thing happen again. haix... maybe it's partly my fault for calling at 11 instead of 10.45. but if u'r reali tired. jus go get some rest instead of talking on e fone keepin quietly.

i dunno if u did receive my msg anot. cuz u din reply miie. haix. dun lye e feelin lah!!! ish tis e way u treating miie?

met my dar dar~!

2006-11-26T14:44:00.000+08:00

23 nov 2006
met aloy for 2 conservative days. thurs n fri.. thurs din go sch. cuz CIP tutorial n workshop cancelled. but den.... tt stupid tutor wan us to go back during e-learning wk. sian nehx. so might as well skip ocom lecture lor. haas. so went vivo to catched a movie. initially, we wanna watch casino de, but onli left wif e 1st row nia. so dun wan lor. chose time instead. den no wan de. less than 10 or 20? nv count lahx. haas. so was a nice movie though. hor hor? lolx. u noe de.. ^^ so went to hv dinner aft e show. went c. jr. for dinner. at tt took a bus hm le. den he pei miie. aft tt took bus again frm wdls interchange. haas. poor thing? hees.

24 nov 2006

decided to eat at marina. cuz i missed e stingray over der. so i took a bus down aft my dance class. learnt a new dance. but dun reali lye it. cha cha nicer. haas. at last i learnt e full sets of cha cha dance liao. weee~~ initially, i dunno how to walk frm raffles to city hall. haas. cuz i alighted at raffles met der. so he said we meet at raffles den we walked down tgt. haas. i reached at 5.30. early right. but we agreed to meet at 6 de. so he wasnt late. ish i early. lolx. so i went in to raffles city. den i dunno how i walk walk walk. den i ended up at city hall mrt liao. haas. pro? but i roughly noe how to walk de. cuz i got walked be4. lolx. okay nvm abt it. met him n walked to e street beside esplanade for our dinner. he said e food was nice but e serving was too small for him n he's not full. but it's big for miie. as usual, i cant finished my food again le. hees. i recommend de lehx. of cuz nice lahx. xD. aft tt, went to sat along e river der. he bought his psp n lent it to miie. taught miie tis kuku how to use. haas. no stars though. sad bahx. always no stars for miie to see de. nvm. aft tt took train hm @ 9. someone shy when doin in public hor? lolx. i think liao oso wanna laugh. lmao~!! anw, cuz he was suppose to meet his cousin @ 10. but i hai u late. sorri abt tt. xD.. anw, it's fun going out wif u. **cheers** den home sweet home le.. ^^v..

watched movie, bugis + geylang

2006-11-26T14:15:00.000+08:00

hmm. it's been a long time since i last blog. haas. been lazy lately bahx. haas.

22 nov 2006
mornin wasnt a good start. cuz suppose to meet rachel to go sch tgt de. decided to meet at 9 @ wdls interchange to take 961 go sch. den when i reached wdls interchange n walked to 961 bus stop. 961 came liao. but.! rachel haben come yet. thx to her, i had to miss e first bus. was pissed as she was not on time. cuz i dun wanna be late for sch. i'm diff frm u though. i dun hv tt 15mins concept. so dun apply it to miie. thx. n if der's a next time we meeting to go sch. i hope u wun be late. but for normal outing, den ish different story. so i decided if by the time e next 961 comes. she haben come yet. i'm not gonna wait for her. cuz if i were to wait. i'll be damn late for sch liao. so here comes 961. but der's no scene of her walking towards e bus stop. so i jus board e bus. all e passenger board e bus le. den i saw her running here. i was lye sians half. cuz i dun wish to talk or see her. was pissed off. e moment she came. gave miie tt stupid smile again. as usual whenever she did sth wrong or wat, she will always gib tt smile. make miie more pek cek. e more i dun wish to talk. so e whole journey, i din talk to her. reached sch was abt 9.55.. so i walked super fast. cuz i scare i was late for class. walked to take e lift. saw forbes. so board e same lift. lolx. went for lesson. den went to watch material gals wif forbes. haas. cuz dun hv lecture in e morning. den our class ppl suggest tt we push up e timing to e mornin instead of hvin tutorial in e afternoon. haas. so afternoon was free. so ask forbes if he wanna watch movie. cuz i got free de tics. half way through my tutorial, bomb by her askin miie if i'm fine or watsoever. n i said. "now u noe e feeling of how u treat gay?" cuz i reali cant tahan tt time how she treats gay. n i dun think ish rite. so i wanna let her feel it on herself. see if she enjoys it. cuz everytime she complain to miie abt she n gay's prob. sometimes der's reali nth wrong wif gay. but i dun see y she's so pissed over it. so nvm. talked things out liao. aft my tutorial, went to find my mummy @ jurong n take my free tics. den watchin half way, rachel calls n ask if i wanna go bugis wif her n gay. cuz she said they both beri boring. den gay wanna buy psp. so i said ok lor. since i not gg sch on thurs and i got plenty of time to spare. so took bus down to bugis to meet dem. sat on e bus for 1hr+++. my butt hurts. lolx. went to sim lims to look for his psp. sat in e shop den in e end gay dun wanna buy liao. he said save $$. haas. plus tt guy dun wanna gib discount. so nvm lor. dunno where to go aft tt. n gay said go hm. lolx. lame lor i went all e way der jus to see him decide whether wanna buy anot. but nvm lah. lata on, we decided to take bus down to geylang to eat dou jiang you tiao. haas. oishii~! aft tt went hm by bus too. haas. tt's all for wed.

19/11/06

2006-11-20T09:03:00.000+08:00

ytd went out to meet him. haas. went to his hse to do puzzle. lolx. e puzzle was lye 3/4 done? thx to his mummy n small sis. haas. tt's y we completed so fast if not oso dunno how long den can finish le. ^^ aft finishing e puzzle. decided to watch e dvd-hollowman. haas. den he wanna fix e dvd player in his rm. lolx. den he dunno how to do.. lolx. in e end, we use com to watch. haas. was a bit boring in e beginning. den when "someone" saw e ecouple dunno shooting wat. den high liao rite. -__-" wahaha. i noe u onli lye tt part okie!! opps. leak out ur secret liao. kekes. den watching half way kept tickling miie hor. win liao lor. haas. den suddenly ask miie tt qn. lolx. kana shock dunno how to ans oso. haas. 10 reasons hor. =X think till ur brain crack liao lahx. haas. lousy. bleahx. xP den went to play audition a while. hees. aft tt took bus back to wdls. on e way ask again. haas. den yes lor. hor? lolx. hmm. den on e bus chit chat. reached cwp went to hv mos for dinner. cuz ish our fav. weee~ haas. den abt 10.15 lye tt went to take bus hm. haas. a long day for miie though. but i think it's significant bahx. hees.

hope history jus dun repeat itself. if not i reali lost my confidence tis time rd liao le. anw, i'm so stupid. tt's no ob tutorial yet i come to sch. ~>.<~ den now so boring in class. but lucky oso got blur de ppl in my class. lolx. so not so boring. den ji quan go on my mp3 using e speakers in class. lolx. den lye clubbin lye tt. diao.. lmao~!! i'hv to wait till 11 den start another lesson. wthhhh..... boring.. sian full liao le.

went to storm gay + wedding dinner~

2006-11-19T01:56:00.000+08:00

okay~ i'm gonna post my entries for e past few days. cuz was busy n tired to post. or rather ish i'm lazy. hees. =X

16 Nov 2006
kk. i ended my lesson at 3. so i met up wif rachel. n we decided to go hm tgt as usual. took 184 frm np bus stop. den on e way i told rachel tt gay ish not working on fri. lolx. lucky i asked him. if not if we go down on fri. n nv saw him. den we reali GG liao. lolx. den rachel was suggesting tt we storm him on tt day. den was deciding if we shld get off the bus n take 61 not. lolx. in e end, she dragged miie down e bus. so we waited at e bus stop for 61 to come. n we waited damn long. n i suddenly took a look at e sign board. den i realise tt if we took 61, we'll be stopping at bukit batok lahx. wah piang. kuku chew said take frm der. diao.~ lucky i saw. if not we reali GG liao. den, we realised tt ish go to e other bus stop. haas. so off we go to vivo~ woo~ n pei chew to look for debb de present. aft buying. den we went to queue at sushi tei. wah. was a long queue. waited for lye 15mins bahx. so went in. e moment gay saw us. he jitou sian diao. lolx. we ordered one deep fried prawns wif egg on rice, 2crab mayo n 2 dunno wat prawn de egg. but tt one ish chew eat de. cuz i dun lye. lolx. n guess wat. we sat in sushi tei for 3hrs 15mins. lolx. laming over der. so waited for gay to finish work lor. took train hm. so tired cuz i was out e whole day. haas.

17 Nov 2006.
went for cats lesson again. was so boring de. siansation lahx. but i bought my lappy along. so it's not tt bad bahx. went for dance lesson. haas. e steps are so complicating le. but hooray~ i've learnt e completed set of cha cha steps. cool huh? lolx. but sylvonne n rachel was sick. so left miie n forbes went for dance lesson. aft tt i went to sembawang to check if der's any shop tt can help ppl to frame e puzzle. but to my disappointment. dun hv. sad case. so heading hm to bath before meeting dem for dinner. met dem n decided to eat at mos. hees. my fav lah~ esp e milk tea. xD gonna eat tmr again. hees. n so waited for chew. she came n so off we went to ordered our foods. told u. e gal at e counter hu serves us. her attitude SUX TO E CORE!!! initially, i asked for 3 more packets of milk. n she was huh? n gave miie tt kind of look. ((bu song)) so. chew turn to order. n as usual chew wanted to take out e veggi frm e rice burger. den tt stupid gal said HUH? NO. cannot take out one. den she kept on insisting tt e veggi cant be taken out. ish lye she's not flexible lahx. den she go n call her manager out. n e manager said can take out. hohoho~ e gal bu song le. den chew go complain to e manager saying tt e gal's attitude ish damn lousy. wah GG lor. she's jus standing next to her. den e gal was lye damn pissed lah. her expression changed n kepy diao-ing chew. fierce lor. but den customers are always right mahx. if she cant tolerate. den might as well go hm slp lah. haas. nvm. but we enjoyed our food. cuz it's delicious mahx~ will spoilt our mood cuz of her right. hees. den went hm to do my nails. woooo~~ noe wat. we took 6hrs to do my nails. damn long. both my toes n my finger ones. haas. thx to chew too. tired le still help miie. muackx for u. hees. my mummy came out. n saw us haben slp yet. so nag at us to slp. n i complaint to her tt i dun wanna go for e tea session. cuz it's damn boring mahx. go der see they drink tea, gib ang baos. den dun hv my share. lolx. den i wanna slp mahx. slept at 3+ so tired. haben had a gd slp for a long time liao. so i mus sieze e chance. hees.

nvm. my mummy insisted tt i mus go. den early in e morning woke miie n chew up. diao~!! but i dun care lah. lie on my bed comfortably dun wanna get up. see wat she can do wif miie. lolx. so she bo bian. had to go wif my daddy nia. lolx. my bro oso slpin. wahahaha. evil miie. so she spare miie. kekekex. n i woke up at 1. cuz she called n ask wat i wanna eat for lunch. woke up first thing felt lye gaming, so went to on my desktop. n gamed a while. hees. ate nasi lemak for lunch. aft tt went down to do my hair n my eyebrown trimmin. spent $25 for e styling of hair. $3 for spraying of colours n glitters. $6 for trimming my eyebrown. hmm. alot? nah as compared to tt time i went to jean yip bahx. lolx. was lye $45 for jus curling my hair lor. no style at all. lolx. at least tis time rd de ish more worth it bahx. haas. den i wore e dress back hm. was so malu cuz i was wearing e dress n slipper!! OMG~ damn ps lahx. lolx. reached hm quickly put on my eye shadow n liner. den rush down le. cuz my parents were waiting for miie. haas. slow lye tortise as usual. went to M hotel. hmm. look at e photos of e groom n e bride. e bride frm e photo look so skinny as compared to e last time i saw her lah. but hor... eh.. when i saw her in person. i dun think she skinny lehx. lolx. den they saw ish photoshoot make one. den i orhhh.... no wonder lahx. lolx. i tot she slim down so fast. saw the video of e newly-wed. when the guy went to e gal's hse tis morning. they so sweet. den sudden though. hu'll be my groom next time. haas. will he love miie mahx? haix. haas. silly. nvm. xD had 8 dishes for dinner. haas. got sharkfin. so i can hao lian to rachel. if not she said she gg to eat crabs. hate her. i even took pic of my bowl of sharkfin ok. show it to u so u will be jealous. lalala~ bleahx~!! went hm by cab. haas. den reached hm. zi lian time!! lolx. erm. took 61 pics of my own? opps. alot hor. lolx. xD

den went to bath. a bit bu she de. cuz my hair so nice den wash away liao. a bit ke xi lahx. $28 fly fly fly away le. haas. but nvm. ^^ gg to meet aloy tmr to fix e puzzle. haas. hmm. hope i can wake up tmr bahx. =X

bad day~

2006-11-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

13 Nov 2006
okkay~ i wanna update abt ytd. ermm. wasn't a good day anw.. firstly, slept at 2.30+. so ish tired. but nvm went to sch. den during break went to hv lunch. bought yong tou fu for lunch.. den forbes obviously ate faster than miie. so nvm. e uncle came to our table n clear his food. i was eating halfway tt time. n e uncle jus threw forbes's tissue which he used to clean his mouth de into my bowl of food!!! wth~!! den i stun for 10secs. i dunno how to react lahx. ish lye he nv ask miie whether i finished my food anot den wanna clear my food away. n e WORST part ish he din even apologize!!! beri wat rite. haix. den when u were damn pissed. if someone still down der add salt to ur wound. cfm will make u more hot rite. tt's wat jq did lahx. haix. damn sian liao. he still down der crap. wth~ nvm. den i said okk lor. next time when u bought ur food, den i go throw a dirty tissue into ur food. u wan? den he said i ah lian. aiyah. den he made miie super sian. den i asked him to diam lah. haix. he jus dunno how to choose e right time to talk n when not to. so i jus asked forbes to pei miie go np-co. can siam him oso. so went for lecture n do project aft tt till 7 or 8+ in sch. but one thing which made miie laugh lots was. tatty actually split his pants in sch. cuz he jumped onto his fren n he piggyback him. aft he jumped off, bruce saw tt his pant split lahx. den he damn pai seh. den he decided to go hm jus to change his pants. ROFL~ funnie rite. haas. den he went off at 4+ den came back at 6++. so damn long. took bus hm. waited ate bus stop for 961, 963 n 178 hm. but aft 15-20mins of waiting, der's no sign of my buses. n two 67, two 184, one 75, two 170, one 961 went by.. n tt stupid bus driver of 961. i stood up n flag for e bus liao. n i think he's dreamin lah. when he realised. it's too late for him to stop e bus le. n he's speeding quite fast. sad case for miie. hence, i had to wait for another bus to come le lor. not a gd day for miie though.

14 Nov 2006
went library to do CIP project aft tt do bstats tutorial. haas. quite difficult but still manage to pull through n finished it.. went to meet aloy for dinner. went mos to eat. but i nv eat, cuz i wanna eat my waffle. ^^v. so i save my stomach for it.. he bought milk tea for miie. hees. went to gelare to eat my waffle lehx. oishii~!! i chose low fat bluberry ice cream. den he chose strawberry. lolx. both oso my fav. wee~ den he lehx. kept steal my ice cream lahx. cuz i noe my ice cream ish nicer than urs. hees. not my flesh lah~ lmao~ den nvm. aft tt kept tickleing miie rite. pro liao lor. use my laptop to cover. scardy aloy~ lalalala~ dun pissed wif each other le lahx. i dun wanna see u two lye tt lahx. i beri sian lehx. but shld be fine le bahx.. **hope**

went vivo~

2006-11-13T14:14:00.000+08:00

hohoho~ went vivo ytd wif forbes. haas. i wrote an apology to forbes saying i'll be late rite. lolx. but we agreed to meet at 3. but den we both oso late. lolx. den we agreed hu late hu will treat movie. lolx. but lucky we both arrived at e same time lahx. heng arhx. $9.50 not cheap ok.. lolx. wanna watch covenant. so went to find e cinema. n i said e wrong way. lolx. ('-')" kana laughed by forbes. sad. haas. my stories interesting to entertaining u rite. lolx. not gd mehx. if not both quiet. quite sian lehx. so went to buy our tics. wah. e queue was damn long lehx. scary. den aft tt wanna look for puzzle de. but den due to time constraint. onli got half an hr. cuz our show starts at 4.30. so we din go n look for it liao le. so went to catch e show. it's a nice show though. but our seats were lye 2nd row frm e screen. lolx. cuz too many ppl watching liao le. but e seats were comfortable lahx. den forbes said e show lye watching small kids playing water bomb lye tt. haas.den in e show, e male n female lead know each other for awhile den they started kissing liao. so fast. lolx. =..= haas. okie forbes. it's jus a show rite. lolx. hees.

so aft our movie, we went to lvl 3 where the pool thingy there. cuz i was cold n forbes suggested it and we were both not hungry yet.. so we walked one round looking at e harbour front view and sat at e ampitheatre <-- copied frm forbes de. my eng not so d. lolx. den aft tt we went to look for jigsaw puzzle, but der's no shop selling puzzle. so forbes suggested we check it out at toyRus. den saw snow white n 101 dalmantion. den dunno which one to choose. so we walked ard. den forbes suggested to ask a small kid to choose btw e two. lolx. de we walked rd n rd to look for a kid. lolx. den e gal is so shy. cuz she scareo of forbes (uncle) wahaha. xD and hor. wrote on ur blog say i little gal rite. wanna die arhx. wat little gal. i got go toyRus okay~ lolx. ish u started it first lahx. play wif e hammer n hit miie. ='( wat i childish hor. bleahx!!!

den walked ard to decide where to hv our dinner. lolx. eventually, settled at kopitiam to eat. n i took so long to decide wat to eat. lmao~ walked one rd den finally noe wat to eat. i ate mee tai ma. den tt kuku head forbes said wat worms. lolx. i eat slow de mahx. u not e first day noe miie rite. still say i eat slower than infant drinkin milk hor. lolx. but lucky i ate finished first. if not, sure kana suan by him liao. =( den aft dinner, went to e candy empire. look at all e chocolate. felt lye eating lehx. but it's so exp lehx. sad case. $3.80 per 100gm. ='(( den aft tt, went to took 963 hm.. no place to sit. initially, i saw two seats which ish oppsite de. den e IDIOTIC CHINA FREAKS chop e seats liao. wah. can lye tt one lor. hate dem. den one woman go seat dun care dem. damn funnie. hohoho~ but they few stops go off liao. lye tt oso wanna sit. bo bian cfm butt to heavy one. den nvm. one guy no seat mah. den he stand up n let his fren sit. den down der push here push der. stupid gay shyt.. lolx. but aft forbes got off e bus. shortly i found a seat. so i sat down so that i dun hv to maintain my balance throughout e ride. okay~ finally, i'm hm. nid go listen to my tutorial liao. if not, i sure fail de. ^^v

lame..

2006-11-13T14:12:00.000+08:00

so kuku. i written quite alot on e pink part frm e last post. n i found out it didnt publish out. sad case. so i added on some more. but when i post again. it din come out. lolx. so nvm i post as a new post. but it's e 2nd part. if u all wanna read. read bahx. ^^

aft our movie, went to meet gay, kiat n chew. n for goodness sake. she's always telling miie e wrong floor she's at. i'm at lvl 2. she told miie she at lvl 1. so i went down n der's nth der. >.<

nvm den. so off we went to aljunied to hv our frog. lolx. nv try be4 so. *ahem* a bit werid when i first try it. haas. but on my way to e shop. i counted how many "chicken" der r. n der's 36!! still hv de lor. but i gave up counting. cuz too many liao. haas. tried frog ytd. n e meat ish beri smooth compared to chicken lah. haas. n while waiting for e ppl to serve us frog. kiat so n snatch my heels. diao. i try to get it back n guess wat he said. "dun seduce miie wif ur legs." diao. wth. i jus wanna get back my heel lehx. lmao~ den he die die oso dun wanna return miie lor. sad case. nvm. when he nv realise i took away his slipper too. woo~ lolx. but still he dun wanna return miie my slipper. but kiat got help miie choose e frog got meat de. haas. cuz chew gave miie those parts wif bones n i dunno how to eat dem.

he oso helped miie make away e spicy ones. haas. thx yar~ ^^v. but lata on sianss. in btw while we eatin, ah mee n nana came n joined us. ah mee came wif tt black face. haixs. quite sian lehx. to see dem quarrelin wif each other. den lata on two islands walking. so aft we eaten frogs, actually they wanna go eat dou jiang you tiao de. but den they said late le. den scare no train hm. so decided to head hm. guess wat. tt kuku head kiat still dun wanna return miie my heels. n i hv to walk wif one slipper n one heel. so damn ps lah. lolx. but he oso nth better oso walk lye tt. lalala~ till e mrt station. den we changed back. =..=

out wif aloy + go eat frog

2006-11-12T02:27:00.000+08:00

wooo~~ haas. today went out again. i lye every wkend go out de. jialat. lol. but nvm lah. ermm. went to marina to watch movie wif aloy lor. met him at wdls. i suggested to take bus. but we dunnowat bus to take. so went to ask e uncle. he told us 960. den he asked us to shh. dun tell other ppl. wth. he ah siao. lolx. so we took 960 down to marina. reached der went to buy movie tics first. actually we wanna watch chainsaw massacre de. when we went to e counter. e gal wanna check our ic. so i tot ish M18 de show or wat. den she said tis show ish R21. GG!~! so ps hor~. funnie lor. so changed. we watched final call. hmm. e show okok bahx. i onli noe i was so cold inside. lye usual.. lolx. went to buy jigsaw puzzle. er.. we stand in e shop n decide for er.. got 20mins not ar? lmao~ i onli noe beri long. cuz firstly, dunno wanna buy 500 or 300 or 200 pieces de. secondly, dunno which design to choose. lol. but i reali love e 500 pieces de. but den on second thought. it's beri exp lehx. den oso dunno got time to do anot. lata buy liao no time do den GG! but i sure wanna complete de. cuz it's beri nice. n ish lye hologram de. nice seh. hees. happie. but sorri to hai u spent.. ~>.<~ so aft tt i gave him his BELATED b'dae present. lolx. so long le. sorri arhx. hope u lye it though. haas. dun lye oso cannot throw hor!!. my xin xue lai de. =X anw, i think if tmr vivo got puzzle de shop. i help u find ur sis de puzzle bahx. haas. hope i can complete by sun liao. xD

2nd part (dunno y post liao ish shorter de) ~>.<~

took train hm.. saw jun hao. my bro's fren. haas. i think among my bro de fren. he most shuai liao. think cuz of his eyes bahx. but he nid to grow taller a bit. lolx. =X.. i gave up my seat cuz i saw e old uncle nid to sit. so i stand up n gib him my seat. n chew they all thought i angry or wat. though be4 tt i a bit pissed off tt when i wanna see kiat's hp. den she dun allow lah. dunno y. but nvm lor. u dun wanna gib miie see. i oso bu xi han. not lye i nv see be4. watever~ nana n ah mee went off at khatib, chew n kiat went off at yishun. gay lehx. i thought he gg off at sembawang. hu noes. he go acc miie hm. diao~ lolx. talked abt some common stuffs. a bit same thinking. xD cuz he my shifu mahx. hor? lolx. lalala~ i was thinking of learning dota. den can go in play. but lye beri boi boi lehx. lolx. i'm still waiting for my sims. sad case. so long de. >.<

GG to miie. dunno can wake up tmr anot. lolx. ish lye 3.25 liao n i'm not slpin yet. if he noes. i sure die hard liao. lolx. tmr still meeting forbes at 3 at harbour front der. lolx. dunno will late not. lolx. sorri in advance. cuz most probably will be late. ~.X_X.~

lame things~

2006-11-11T01:54:00.000+08:00

today went to sch.. reached sch quite early. haas. cuz in e first i rush. so i caught e bus. hees. reached sch ard 12.45. ^^ went to cats. so boring. lucky i got bring lappy. if not i sure bored to death liao le. lolx. so chatted wif him. n everything ish fine now. gonna meet him tmr for lunch. didnt noe tt he can booked out. tmr oso nv go club le. cuz aft thinking twice, i dun wanna go le. cuz of e smoke inside. i dun lye de. plus ish lye wasting my money. go der nv drink, dunno how to dance so ish = to gg in der to stone nia. so might as well dun go. aft cats went to meet forbes to go dance sports. guess wat'e e first thing he asked? "R u ok?" lolx. den i act blur. huh? wat ok? though i noe lah. he said my blog lor. den he said sorri. he cant make miie happie. haas. silly. no lah. i wun blame u de. no worries kkx. i'm fine lahx. think other than chew, i think he's another loyal blog reader of mine. lolx. ^^v.

today for e dance sports. alot of complicated de steps. haas. but finally i noe e steps le. partly thx to forbes bahx. he got remind miie of e steps oso. haas. i blur sotong de. sorri if i look sian when i'm dancing. cuz a bit no mood. dunno y. =X so aft dance sports, lucky forbes reminded miie to take my $10 frm blk 72. hees. i forgot again. lucky can take back. cuz i'm broke le. hees. guess wat. he go n pressed e lift! EVERY FLOOR! lolx. den nvm. i forgot tt he go pressed every floor. stm. ~>.<~ i lvl 8 wanna go out. n tt stupid forbees kept laughin!. ur fault okay! nvm. at lvl 5 got a gal come in. GG! she gave tt stupid face when she saw e buttons. lolx. i kept laughing. n tt stupid forbees told her ish i pressed de. >..<>

when cwp for dinner wif my frens. haas. done some idiotic things. my fren con miie to buy e puzzle. ~>.<~ my $3 fly away liao. lalalala~ nvm. i'll do e puzzle de. ciao liao~ nid go slp. haas.

go away rain~

2006-11-10T13:40:00.000+08:00

supposely i'm meeting him for dinner today aft sch. but due to e quarrel ytd. i decided not to meet. i jus dunno how to face u. so i jus wanna say sorri here. cuz i hv to cancel it. though i noe tt onli today can meet. den next wk. i dunno when u can book out le. sorri cuz i hai u hv to cancel ur dinner wif ur aunt and ur stuff for tis dinner. real sorri. if u hv not ask ur aunt to cook.maybe can meet. cuz i oso dun hv dinner. jus a casual askin.

read ur blog n i wish i can be e one hu u can share ur things which ish on ur mind wif miie. promise to lend u my listening ear. noe tt u'r sick few days ago. n i hope u can get well soon. ermm. as for tt day when i said even if i tell u my prob, u oso can help. i was expecting tt u will say at least i can noe ur prob. but instead u said nvm. haix. kind of disappointed. thx for pei-ing miie play audition ytd. din wan tt to happen. jus hopin tt everything will be fine okay? i still wish tt u will be der for miie when i nid u. ^^.

rain rain go away. !! sunny days faster come. i dun wanna hv these kind of bad days anymore le!

another sad post. haix..

2006-11-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

hoo. so i'm showin attutide here. haix. u got nth to say. i oso got nth to say. i reali regretted askin u to game. nv did i thought tt tis wuld happen. haix. maybe der's sth tt i said pissed u off. but i dunno wat's tt. n seriously, i dun lye e way u talk to miie. "wat ish this? showing attitude ah?" i found it quite rude. or maybe u were jus pissed? but ish tis e way u shld behave? haix. tis few days i'm feelin so low. even if i try to be happie. it doesn't work at all. it's not a matter of hu's fault ish it. sometimes, when we were watching movie, i realise when u got msg, u tend to be secretive. by doing this, do u think i'll feel secure. not tt i'm over sensitive but it reali disturb miie. ish lye if der's nth abt e msg. y mus u hide it? i'm puzzled. as for e flirt part. i didnt say it was u lehx. u ttm liao. i'm jus saying tt i dun lye flirts. tt's all. i din mean anything more than tt.. i'm not angry or watsoever. but i'm jus upset tt u actually talk to miie in tt manner. haix. *speechless*

pissed again~!

2006-11-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

I DUNNO WAT E F*** ISH WRONG WIF MIIE THESE FEW DAYS. i jus get easily upset over small or little things. many bad + sad things kept happening to miie. to u all, it may seem to be small case. but i jus dunno y. today went to expo-max pavilion to help out in some administration thing. my toes hurts alot. sad lahx. my new heels gibin miie trouble. aft tt, e event ends at 4 bahx. den drag till 4.30. so i thought my daddy gg hm soon. so i called my mummy to ask her to call my daddy to fetch miie. BUT, she gave alot of excuses. saying "ur daddy gg to off work at 5. u wan him go down changi fetch u. blah blah blah. he jus now go pump oil liao. cant go fetch u" den i replied :" ya lah ya lah." HUNG UP~! so ren ming lor. mus go hm by myself. n i put my hp into my bag. n went to e toilet. came back to check if der's any msges. n i saw 3 MISS calls frm my daddy. wth! i called my mummy back n asked her if she called my daddy. she said no. so nvm. i called my daddy n ask wat's up. n GUESS WAT!? he wanted to come n FETCH MIIE. wtf~! n thx to my idiotic mum hu said he was heading hm. cool huh? n thx to her i hv to go hm alone. for tt hr+++. so sian. if not i can reached hm at 5+ liao. haix. i'm not gonna talk to her lor. when i'm on my way to expo mrt, i shed tears. dunno wat's wrong. jus wish to cry it out. but didnt wan to. cuz it's in public.! aft tt she sent miie a msg saying my daddy bought honeydew for miie. initially, i wanted to reply no thx. but lata on. i was lazy n dun wanna waste my sms. haas. on e way hm took 969. n i fell aslp on e bus. till my head kept droppin. worst still. my head go drop till e gerl beside miie. lmao~ i quickly say sorri. was so ps on e bus. haas. **hope no one saw** anw, reached hm at 6+. my mummy came n talk to miie. n i din even wanna reply her. n jus continuing to talk on e fone. hu ask her being so idiotic. **HUMPF** dun say i petty!! cuz u dunno how i feel.

SUX!!!

2006-11-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

TODAY ISH JUS NOT MY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH ISH TIS?!! EARLY IN E MORNING, CCA DE PPL COME N GIB MIIE SHYT. ALWAYS LYE TO GIB LAST MIN THING. N EXPECT MIIE TO HELP DEM DO. FK U UNDERSTAND! GET OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GD LAHX. EAT SHYT LAH U. I DUN LYE TIS KIND OF ARRANGMENT LOR. IF U WAN MIIE TO HELP, LET MIIE NOE FEW DAYS IN ADVANCE CAN? DUN ALWAYS LAST MIN LAHX. LAST TIME GOT MEETIN OSO LYE TT. WAT! U THINK I SO FREE ONLI GOT UR CCA DE THINGS TO DO IZZIT? I'M NOT SO FREE OKAY! GET TIS THROUGH UR HEAD. NVM. AFT TIS STILL A FINE DAY FOR MIIE. HU NOES. WENT HM. MY GRANDPARENTS CAME TO MY HSE. MY MUMMY GOT BUY FRUITS. DEN SHE ONLI LEFT WATERMELON FOR MIIE! I WANNA EAT HONEYDEW AS WELL LAHX. DEN THEY GO N EAT FINISHED !! WTH. MY HONEYDEW GONE CASE. *SOB* NVM. I COOLED DOWN. WENT TO DO MY TUTORIAL AT 8.30. READ DEM. N IDIOT I DUNNO A SHYT. WTH.. I WANTED TO WATCH MY SHOW AT 9. BUT IT'S SO SAD LAHX. I FIGURED IT FOR LYE TILL 10. I STILL DOING TT SAME QN. IDIOT RITE. SIAN LOR. DO LIAO ANS WRONG. DEN MSN PPL KEPT COME N KA JIAO. TALKING NON STOP. HATE IT LAHX. DUNNO HOW TO SEE MY STATUS ISH BUSY IZZIT? I CHANGED TO BUSY FOR A REASON OKAY! WU LIAO. WAS SO PISSED WIF MY WORK BUT NVM SINCE I ALREADY PROMISED ALOY TT I'LL BE CALLING HIM MEANS I'LL CALL. SO CALLED HIM AT 10.15 AS HE WANTED TO CHAT. HE SOUNDED SO TIRED! N SO NATURALLY U'LL ASK E PERSON TO GO N REST RIGHT? SO I ASKED HIM GO REST. N HIS VOICE ISH LYE SO MUFFLE. I CANT EVEN HEARD HIM AFT HE REPEATED LYE 3 TIMES? HAIX. N HE'S SO QUIET OVER E FONE. N I GOT NO MOOD TO CRAP MUCH OSO. SO I JUS KEPT QUIET DER. N HE OSO KEPT QUIET. I JUS DUNNO WAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO. I TOLD HIM I WAS PISSED WIF MY WORK CUZ I'VE BEEN WORKING ON TT SAME QN FOR 1HR PLUS. WAT LAHX. HE JUS DUN SOUND RIGHT. N HE ASKED MIIE IF I WANNA GO N DO MY TUTORIAL. HAIX. IF I WANNA DO MY TUTORIAL I WUN BE CALLING U LE RITE? ANW, SINCE U SO QUIET N GOT NTH TO SAY MUCH. I OSO DUN WISH TO TALK TO U BAHX. SO I DECIDED TO HANG UP E CALL USING E EXCUSE TT I'M GG TO DO MY TUTORIAL. HAIX. GUESS U'R SICK OR WAT BAHX. I JUS DUNNO WAT U'R THINKING ABT. IT'S SO DIFFICULT TO GUESS SOMEONE'S MIND! AFT HANGING UP, I WENT TO TRY MY TUTORIAL. SO AFT TRYING I GOT E ANS CORRECT. OKAY. CAN ADMIT TT I'M HAPPIE FOR A MOMENT CUZ I FINALLY GOT IT RIGHT. CONTINUED WIF E OTHER QNS. GOT DEM RIGHT TOO. AFT I FINISHED WIF MY TUTORIAL. WANNA GAME FOR A WHILE. ASKED MY BRO TO LET MIIE PLAY. JUS FOR A WHILE. N HE TT IDIOTIC BASTARD. LYE HUGGING E COM DUN LET MIIE USE. WA LAO. HE ALREADY USED E WHOLE DAY LIAO LOR. LET MIIE PLAY A FEW RDS OSO CANT. HAIX. SPEECHLESS. SO FORGET IT. DUN WANNA WASTE MY SALIVA ASKING TOO MUCH CUZ I KNEW HE JUS WULD LET MIIE USE. SO NVM. USED MY LAPPY INSTEAD. PLAY FOR 3 RDS. 1ST RD NOT TT BAD. STILL CAN GET 1ST. 2ND RDS ISH LYE FK.. PRESS LIAO = MISS. HAIX. 3RD RD. I SAW MY BRO IN MY RM. AT TT TIME I ALREADY BERI HOT HE STILL COME INTO MY RM. ISH LYE WANNA HAO LIAN TO MIIE HIS SKILL LYE TT. U USING DESKTOP LAH PLS. N I'M LAGGING. ISH IT FAIR? EVEN IF U WON. BIG DEAL ARHX? ARGHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!! WAT A BAD DAY! IT'S JUS SUX TO E CORE!!!!

watch e grudge 2

2006-11-07T01:07:00.000+08:00

hmm. jus a short entry abt today~ went sch n nth much lor. onli tt e micro lecture ish damn long n boring as usual lahx. haix. so sians. forbees today nv bring his psp. so i got nth to entertain miie. haas. den i was using my lappy halfwaywhen i chatting wif chew, gay n other ppl. den it switch to hibernate mode. so sad case. cuz low batt liao le. den nvm lahx. towards e end of lecture liao mahx. aft tt went to convention underpass to wait for meeting to start.. fenella at first wanna meet miie at 4.30 de. but she was late. but not her fault lahx. cuz i was too early liao. by right meeting shld starts at 5.30 de. haas. so discuss till i sian lor. cuz in between they kept saying irrelevant things which ish not related to atc.. so ish lye wasting time nia. den by 6, they lye still down der talk. den i jitou ask if still got any things to add on anot? if not i ciao liao. she said dun hv, den i run liao. lmao~

went to took 61 to bukit batok to watch grudge 2.. hmm. not beri nice lah e show. cuz got repetition of e previous version de grudge.. so some scenes i can predict. ^^V. but den hor. got kana scared lahx. hees. covering my face lye usual wif my hands. n tt stupid aloy laugh n laugh at miie. n hor kept tickleing miie in cinema hor. clever rite. lolx. but i took my revenge liao. wahahahax. wee~ went to kopitiam to hv our dinner aft e movie. haas. den sat down der till 10. cuz der got tv n ish chn 8!! lolx. gees. so chew dun come hao lian wif miie say i cant watch. lalalala~ neh ni neh ni poo poo~ took train hm while aloy dropped off at cck. nearly fall aslp in e train. cuz i'm too tired le.. anw, it's lye 1.22am.. n i shld slp le.. if not tt someone will starts to nag at miie liao~!! hor?? =p

went to celebrate ah mee's b'dae~

2006-11-05T01:49:00.000+08:00

today i slept till 10+ nia. though i planned to slp till 1.30 de. but den i woke at up 10+ to niao niao n hu noes i cant fall back to slp. sad case. so nvm. woke up n when to game norhx. hees. played till lye 1 lye tt den i went to bath. lolx. when i prepare finished. it was lye 2? lolx. sry to kept nana n chew waiting for miie at marina. when down to meet dem. on e train, i was bored n i told aloy. he called miie n chatted wif miie from yishun to orchard. thx for keeping miie occupied. ^^v. reached der. chew n nana haben reached yet. haas. anw, met dem le den went to far east to find my heels for e young leaders thingy on 9 nov.. so i bought a heels for 29.90.. n i asked e person to enlarge for miie cuz i dun wanna suffer e first time i wear it.. aft buying my heels. when to shop ard n when in to sheer romance n nana bought a g-string for ah mee!!~! lolx. slack at long john to wrap ah mee's present. haas. nana no skill one lahx. dunno how to wrap present. end up chew helping her. lol. went down to bugis to meet ah mee, wai kiat, gay n ben for dinner at chong qing. wa piang. e food ish totally sux man. not appetising at all de lor. i see liao sian half. but den ish ah mee de b'dae den nvm lor. wat more ish i hv to pay $15 for those cheap cheap de food. but nvm lahx. suan le.. n i dun eat spicy too. so ma la huo guo ish out for miie. left wif chicken soup de. ~>.<~ next time i swear i'm not gonna eat der. X_X

aft eating our dinner. we went to cafe cartel to hv the cake wif the intention that der's 50% off for the cake. but end up. e promotion finished liao. sad case. but nvm. we nv leave lah. so ps rite. den while we were eating e cakes. ah mee opened her present. lolx. she was so shocked when she saw tt g-string.~ woohoo~ black n somemore wif furry furry in e middle. hooo~ haas.

initially, they wanna go buy drink n slack in town. but lata on they decided to go back to yishun de coffee shop n drink. so i jus followed dem bahx.. went back to yishun n gay call dog to come down. first time saw him oso. kinda strange. cuz ish a stranger to miie. n i was lye keeping quiet throughout lor. lolx. n maybe partly i was tired le. so no mood liao. n was sms-ing too. so dun wish to talk much. sry if i appear dao to u all.. plus i oso dun drink. so i'm jus sitting der lye a fool. n guess wat. i'm so surprised tt nana can actually drink two plus cup of henniken lehx.. ah mee oso. woah~ n tt stupid rachel. noe she ownself hv gastric flu. still wanna drink. lucky i stopped her. if not arhx. she flu will become dunno wat liao.. lolx. so went back to chew's hse. cuz i'm staying over at her hse. hees. n next wk they jio miie go clubbing. wahaha. i nv go be4. so go der see see. dun wanna be a mountain tortise oso. for my next consecutive sats lye all fully booked lye tt. 11nov, gg clubbing.. 18 nov, my father side dunno hu's weddng.. 25 nov, sgb external publicity thingy.. den 2 dec, collection of e food items.. wahh.. so packed for my sat.. mus reali enjoyed le..

oh ya.. i forgot sth. when i was on e train back to yishun.. i rem tt i din carry my heels which i bought it eariler on lahx. n i was lye OMG!!! GG liao.. den i was stun for a moment.. den rachel called 100 to asked for e cafe cartel no. cuz wai kiat said when we went to cartel. my heels was wif him still. so he cfm tt it's at cartel der.. chew called n found out tt it's still der. yeah~ ^^V so lucky for miie to find it back. if not i tel u, i sure heart ache de. i haben even wear it once. hees. thx gal,, w/o ur help. i reali dunno wat to do. think i'll jus buy a new one nia. haas. but i'm so broke now le.. sad case..

in sch n slacking~

2006-11-02T18:04:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today went sch.. sian got e 3hr tutorial. doing nth one.. lolx. den went to hv lunch. ate yong tou fu. den they were saying dun wanna go lecture. lolx. den i said go der play game. wahahax. forbes said dun go better. but in e end, we got go lecture lahx. but during e break, forbes ask miie whether i wanna go anot. lolx. den i was playing his psp throughout nehx. his game forever nv change. lye usual bleach again lahx. but he got unlock a game. something lye pinball lye tt. den got two player de. so i kept on playing wif him. lolx. den i switch to e fighting game. he selected e easy mode for miie. haas. i won okay~!! wee~!! n ya. he wanna lend miie his psp. but den i dun wan. den i said when got e sims game den lend miie. he said okay~. woohoo~ happie.. okay. den we went off during break..

i decided to go jurong n find my mummy cuz i beri long nv go hm wif her liao le.. den forbees also pei miie go. haas. he good hor. den reached der. decided to go mac n try n play my audition while he play his maple. but so sad. i forgot to patch my lappy de audi. den i went to patch. it took donkeys yrs to load lor. den i gave up. but forbees can play his maple. so sad. i got login my acc lahx. den left 6m when i actually got 8m. wth~!! confirm ish jun kai go take de lor. stupid. i wanna change my pw liao. forbees said he wanna help miie train my bowman. wahaha. u said de arhx. lvl 70 i wanna play~ woohoo~ den wait till my mummy come liao. i call her go hm first. cuz i was waiting for my audi to patch finished. but in e end. i gave up le. haas. so decided to go hm at ard 4+ bahx. he wanna send miie to wdls de. but hor. siao eh.. so far for him. plus he lives at clementi. impossible call him send miie liao den go back again de mahx. so selfish mahx. haas. hees. so i went to take train while he take bus hm. tt's all bahx. oh ya. forbees tmr dance cha cha arhx. haas. cya. dun blur tmr arhx. xD

anw, forbees jus to let u noe. i felt comfortable talking to u. haas. compared to chen tat, ji quan or jia qing lahx. i dunno lehx. haas. maybe u more extrovert hor. lolx. u outgoing lahx. everytime in sch. got so many frens say hi one. i dun hv lahx. sad case. i introvert~!! lolx. ^^v

sudden thoughts~!!

2006-11-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

sudden thoughts aft watching an enchanted life jus now. in a relationship, guys always lye to ask chances from their gf. but do they reali cherish their chance when they hv it?? by giving too many chances, they will take it for granted. hving a relationship n maintaining a relationship ish difficult.. both need to hv mutual trust between each other.. if not der sure bound to hv conflicts..

sometimes, being alone ish oso not a bad thing. cuz, u don't hv to worry abt another issue-bgr probs (jealousy of ur bf chatting wif gals n being so close wif dem, doing things behind each other back). but on e other hand, if der's someone tt u can count on n depend on.. sharing ur probs wif him. tt would be a great thing. as being loved ish a wonderful thing.

lido n death note

2006-11-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

ytd i wanted to blog. but found out as usual i din do my bstats de tutorial. den i think cannot always nv do hmwk lahx. so i decided to do my hmwk~!! guai rite. hees. dun *puke* ok? =p hence, i din managed to update abt ytd.

hmm, so anw, ytd din managed to meet up wif nana. cuz she busy? i forgot e reason liao. opps. stm. haas. but well as usual met up wif my lovely GF hor? went to holland v to hv our lunch de.. but in e end dunno walked how long den decided to eat pizza. lolx. but well, chew i din blamed u okay. dun felt bad or guilty. ^^ aft tt took cab down to jurong cuz we thought we were late for e show. >..<

watched e 4.35 one. n when we were walking to lido frm orchard mrt station. der's this guy tt walks up to us, n he shown us a card. it's create talent again. -__-"" they nth better to do. den chew power lahx. drag miie walk super fast. but hor, tt stupid guy catched up wif us. lolx. he asked miie to leave my contact. den i dun wan. we walked up to e escalator liao. he oso followed lahx. wa piang. den chew suggested tt i give him my old email. so i gave. haas. kkx. so off we went to watch our show. n i tell u. i reali dun think e two guys are handsome lor. -__-" y so many ppl told miie they handsome?? dun understand.. n e show ish lye not nice? lolx. n tt chew can fall aslp? n miie nehx. nearly fell aslp. but i nv. jus closed my eyes for a while nia. lol. n der's no ending de. still nid for part 2 to come out. lata part 2 oso no ending den i sian.. aft watching e show. went hm tgt.

when i alighted at admiralty. i was so "lucky", but 912 jus ran off. sad case. so i decided to walked hm norhx. though, it's late le. but nvm. it's faster tt way. suddenly a guy stopped miie. n he asked miie to do survey for him. initially, i said nono. i wanna go hm wan. but he said 4 qns nia n no nid to leave down contact. n den he said treat it as i got e opportunity to talk to a pretty gal. lmao.. so i okay lor. not cuz of e sweet talking lah.~ definitely. den started asking miie my allowance all tt. den tell miie abt e POSB plan lahx. watever shyt lahx. n it's jus wasting my time away.. nvm. so i let him finished off wif watever he wanna say. n in between he ask miie if i will consider e plan anot? den i said will lah. den he said den if u wan, u contact hu? i said e POSB de ppl lor. den he said ish i intro e plan to u de mahx. so u hv to call miie. den ask miie gib him my no. diao. i not interested at all lor. lolx. wah. den he lye talked for 15 mins lor. =.=" n till i saw my bus come le. den i quickly said my bus come liao. i gtg le.. lolx. den i quickly went off. while walking, he kept asking miie if i sure i dun wanna leave down my contact no. for him. den i said dun wan dun wan. lolx. so stupid. den i on bus. chew reached hm liao. she so fast. thx to tt POSB guy. lolx.

sorri & audition~

2006-10-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

hmm, recently quite siao. cuz i beri easy being agitated lor. haix.. den rachew, ji quan n even aloy oso say i xiao qi lahx. so sorri if i'm being rude to u 3.. sometimes i pek cek my tone beri rude. i noe.. jus wanna say sorri to u all. cuz i felt damn bad. haix..

i few days ago kept looking at e audition de download der de galleries. cuz we tt time went to e hari raya de event. den i noe e photographer got took some pics of us.. so i was beri curious whether he got post anot. den i jus saw.. lolx. n guess wat. der reali got our pics.~!! omg. den got one i think i beri ugly lehx.. eeekk.. lolx. nvm den. haas.

tmr gg to meet chew aft sch.. maybe watching movie again. haas. shld be death note bahx. shall see abt it tmr..

in sch..

2006-10-30T10:58:00.000+08:00

was sian in tutorial.. sian dao......... bwg. nv do tutorial de hmwk. was sms-in. but he din reply.. strange lahx.. anw, jus a short post. now hving break so come blog a while. gg to hv another tutorial at 11. den break at 1. lata den got another lecture at 2 to 4. damn sian de nehx. got sch. i wanna go hm slp if not game. lolx. no motivation lehx. how arhx. haix.....

zoo-ing

2006-10-29T22:47:00.000+08:00

today jus went zoo wif aloy. lolx. den met him @ cck @ 9.30. n hewas late. hor hor. blame chew for letting miie walk aimlessly n waiting for her. u oso hor. lolx. nvm lahx. den went to hv mac breakfast. n thx for e hearts yar. i appreciate it. ^^v . aft tt took bus down to e zoo~ e admission was $15. ermm. ex or not ex? i oso not sure. lolx. but beri long nv go liao. so okok lahx. anw, i saw lots of interesting animals in der. lolx. jus lye a small kid gg to e zoo. n guess wat. i saw e snake scaling lehx.~! i nv see be4 lahx... so excting lehx. hees. den i got record down e video. but den lye not beri clear. cuz everyone was looking at it.. fun fun. saw polar bear bears n penguins too. so cute. e rabbits oso. i touched it!~ so softt.. den i saw my species. PIGGIES~!! haas. 3 little pigs. aft tt, we went off at 2. went to cck for lunch.. aft tt went cinne to watch DOA.. bought 5.25 de show.. waited at a sofa der. den i called chew n ka jiao. lolx. aloy was disturbing chew all e way abt AH PU~!! a beri beri HANDSOME guy lahx. woohoo~!! bestie. wish ya all e best.. anw, DOA was a nice show. those gals are so hot. n tt stupid tiko aloy.. kept wooahhh~ lolx. den we kept playing tt stupid tickling game. n now i found out tt he scare of tickling. wahaha~ so dun bully miie arhx. if not i tickle liao. haas. went to ljs to hv dinner. saw daphne.. n she asked ur bf arhx? lolx. no lahx. not my bf lahx. haas. ***considering*** gave aloy his b'dae card today le.. hope he'll lye it bahx. though ish not beri nice or wat lah.. eh.. another present gib u other day kkx.. so sorri. gave u belated de present.. hope u dun mind.. xDD..

hamster~

2006-10-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

i forgot to blog ytd.. my hamster left miie ytd. quite sad lahx. though i'm not beri close wif her lahx.. but den still sad lahx. a life jus gone lye tt. **sobsob** but den i found out which breed of dog i lye le.. i lye de ish maltese. hees.. beri cute lor.. n i lye one ish small small den white de. anw, tmr gg zoo wif aloy~ wee~!! it's lye i din go zoo since ages liao. hope tmr will be a fun day for miie bahx. cya~ tata..

pissed

2006-10-28T03:21:00.000+08:00

damn no mood lor. i oso dunno y lahx. ish not tt i dun wanna share my probs wif u. but how u wan miie to say? everytime u always either say dun disturb u or sth else. den jus now in game. ish u ownself ask miie play wif u. den in e end aft i finished wif my rd. den u say nvm. beri fun hor. if u dun wanna game wif miie, den jus tell miie lah. nvm de wat. aiyah. i dunno lahx. tired den go slp lah.. tmr cant play mehx? i will see how u going to settle tis shit. *pissed* sometimes, when u msg miie, ish not tt i dun wanna reply u. jus tt sometimes ur msg ish lye so short? " erm. ok. " wat u expect miie to reply u? ok? jus dun lye to see tis kind of msges lahx. haix.. isnt it jus lye entertaining miie? aiyah. i hate such tings lahx. jus pissed alrite. all i wanna say ish tis bahx. hope u read le. at least dun say i nv tell u wat's e prob. n if jus now i pissed u off. i'm sorri. n wish u all e best for ur license.

dance sports

2006-10-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

haas. went for my first dance sports class today~ was so excited abt it when i'm hving cats lesson.. lolx. den we learnt cha cha today lehx. wooo~~ den i partner fobees~ lolx. so funnie. cuz sylvonne n rachel partner lahx. den left miie n forbees, so i partner him loh. but it was fun okay~ partner u hv to buck up wif ur skill. cuz i learnt faster than u~!! lolx. okay lahx. say i gib u pressure jus now. =/ but got one part i oso dreaming. den suppose to turn lahx. den i stone. opps xD. but i'll look forward to every fri liao ~!! weee~!! hees.

tmr gg sch @ 9+ for two meeting. one sgb n e other one ish adventure camp de. till 3 den gg to meet rachew n nana.

always, i forgot to blog one thing. dunno when lah. i went icon wif chew. den we saw tis red dress. chio seh. but den hor. quite ex lor. so i din buy it. haas. oso dunno i dare to wear anot. lata buy liao nv wear. den sure get scolding liao.

MORON~~

2006-10-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

DEAREST GF, i come ur house ton!! LOL!! lets do smt interesting n exciting tonite on bed!! LOL!!!

RaChEw =)

lame boring lecture~

2006-10-25T11:27:00.000+08:00

now hving boring lecture. so post a short one here. lolx. so boring~!!!. was thinking of lots of things. wondering if he noes anot? cuz kinda too obvious liao lehx. lye even if an idiot oso noe lor. lolx. not saying his a idiot lahx. XD!!~ anw, gg to hv lunch wif chew lata on. lolx. cuz i got 2hr break lor. so free. denshe got 3hr break. cool rite. lolx. we lye everyday oso see each other lor. machiam lesbian liao lehx. opps. but mind u. i'm NOT~!! okay! wahahax. too boring so i'm talking crap here. lalalalala~ faster 12 lah. den can go hv my lunch liao. yyea~!shall stop here. n chew, i'll post e 3day 2nite camp @ ur hse soon kkx. ish lye so long liao. some things i oso forgot liao lor. lolx. ciao liao. lecture FINISHED~~~~ lunch time!!

audition n chew~

2006-10-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna post a short one. cuz i jus found out tt i din do my business stats de tutorial. lolx. jialat. but nvm lah. dun care. tell teacher i dunno how to do. if not i chiong during break. lolx. jus went out today wif aloy. we decided to go down to participate in e hari raya audition event. den i was late again. lolx. but nvm. der was a long long queue. so not reali late lah hor. xD. reached our turn den i found out tt i reg under my bro's acc last time lah. damn it. so i cant play. was a bit sad but ite not reali liao. cuz i think kind of wasting money to play. $10 lehx. lolx. not cheap. but hor sorri lehx aloy. cuz we went off early if not u got e cap n 2hr voucher to play @ pc bunk. so sorri. i felt so bad. >..<>

for my bestie (rachel), u dun think so much kkx. as i had said. anything u MUS tell miie hor, dun keep it to urself. i everything oso got tell u lehx. dun explode lah. i'll sad de lehx. no one pei miie go eat cake, no one pei miie talk, no one pei miie crap, no one pei miie shop. many more... got prob tell miie. if can, i'll try my best to help u de. dun worry. when i not happie. u oso cheer miie up wif ur lame jokes mahx. so u dun be so sad. though, i dun hv as much lame joke as u lahx. but can talk to miie. promise to lend u my listening ear okk? get well soon gal. dun be too stress over ur project liao lahx. anything can ask help frm miie. though i not so clever, but two brains ish confirm better than one brain rite. hees. ^^ next tue gg to watch movie wif chew, moo, nana n ah mee @ vivo. woohoo~ den sat maybe got cca de thing. if hv, chew we go out on sun bahx. den next sat gg to celebrate ah mee de b'dae. though i dunno her well lah. but since she invited miie. den mus gib face mahx. plus ish nana n chew de fren. gg to celebrate @ marina. haas. shiok. long time nv go der eat liao le. lolx. think i putting on weight liao. shyt lah. **sobsob**

@ e beach

2006-10-22T22:46:00.000+08:00

ytd went to eric's 21st b'dae de chalet.. he got 2. one ish for his frens one den e other rm ish for his family n relative. den chatted wif e gals. haas. eric open his 21 presents. tt's alot lor. i din even noe whether when i 21st, i got so much frens n presents anot lahx. sad. but den ish 3yrs frm now. so dun nid think so much first. lolx. saw wat zulia had done for eric. i think she had put in lots of effort in doing all e things lah. but aft e subo thing. i think eric shld not treat zulia lye tt lah esp in front of so much frens lahx. haiyo. felt a bit sad for zulia bahx. somemore ish not her fault cuz she din even noe tt she will be subo.. nvm bahx. not my prob anw. lolx.

den lata on @ abt 11.45 lye tt aloy told miie he reached liao. lolx. made him waited for miie again. lye usual. so sorri. =X den we went to e beach. sat at e bench. wah seh. damn lot of police roaming ard lah. lolx. den kana ask quite a few times. ok lah. got security. lolx. not scare. den watch stay alive on his psp. haas. thx yar. hees. i noe u'r tired lor. but still acc miie watch. thx. ^^ den actually, i watched finish le. but i saw u slp till so gd liao. den i dun dare to wake u up. haas. den i stone der. so i sms rachel. i noe she not so early slp de lor. lolx. but aft a while, he woke up le. so we chatted abt audition lah, his army thing lah, lame joke lah (farmer C), lolx. n bgr. den found out tt he oso got 3 ex nia. lolx. den 1st 2 oso fei one. onli e last one den ish can counted to be e actual rls. den we walked to e sand der. lolx. my slipper kana kop by him lah. den i go bury his slipper oso. lolx. den he cant find. hohoho~. anw, i had a fun time wif u lahx. actually, wanted to watch sunrise de lor. den so sad. e ta yang gong gong took off. lolx. den tt kuku aloy said ta yang gong gong shld deserve e wat longest working award or wat lah. den wat e cpf got a lot of money. lolx. we jus crapping ard. hees. den i was not hungry mahx. so we went over to his hse first cuz he nid to bath den go meet his mummy. so reached his hse ard 8 lye tt. den i went to play audition while aloy went to slp for a while n woke up at 9.30. i damn lousy lah cuz i not use to e keyboard. den i played for 30mins den i off le. actually i call rachel acc miie play audition at first one. she say her bro fren come over to her hse stay so cant play. den nvm lor. i went to slp for a while. n my contact lens was so dry. n it's so cold lah. den i use my jacket cover my whole body. oso no use. lolx. when i was abt to slp. his bro opened e door. den he stun n looked at miie. i oso dunno how to respond lor. lolx. woke up n went for breakfast at e kopitiam der. had porridge. quite nice i think. den went to take 969 hm. slept on e way hm.. lolx. i guess i was too tired till i slept on his shoulder i oso dunno. so ps lah. omg.. *shy*

went hm den slack awhile. talk to rachel on fone awhile. cuz i bomb her cal her wake up niao niao liao. cuz she slept for too long whereas i din slept mahx. so i jealous. cannot let her slp so long. lalalalala~ lolx. den went to bath den went off to my piggy land!! woohoo~ shiok. slept for 5hrs. den woke up by rachel call. lolx. den went to MOS (burger). dun club de lah. lolx. ate rice burger n e usual large milk tea again!! lolx. e person dun wanna gib us 15packets. den rachel fierce lahx. e person LL. lolx. if ish miie, i dun dare de lor. xD.. kkx bahx. actually, i still got alot of things to update de lor. den all no time. haix. when i more free, den i update bahx. n rachel shld noe how come i so not free, rite rachel?? lolx.

interesting game~

2006-10-16T02:52:00.000+08:00

argh~! so angry wif e blogger or izzit miie ish e kuku one. ytd i blog ish longer one lor. den i jus saw y so short nia. so der's sth tt ish missing in der. shyt de. lolx. made miie pissed off. i dun care i wanna add on to ytd post.. lolx. cuz i found out tt it's e most interesting part of all lor. =X.. which ish all e qns in der lehx. omg.. those intestering qns n ans. wakakax. den next time when i read back my post i got entertainment. lolx.

okkay~ i shall start writing liao. i stop at e masturbating part rite. lolx. following things may be disturbing n lame. so u can choose not to read. xD at first they continued wif e piggy game. but aft tt they say beri slow. so they go spin e bottle den see tio hu. den will forfeit. den tio ashley. they were discussing to ask if she's a virgin lor. den ashley go ans them say ish virgin. den they say they onli discussing not asking. poor her. kana tricked. aft tt ish tio ming wei. lolx. so they discussed wat qn to ask him.. den lata on ashley asked if u were to choose a sex tools to use. which one will it be? lolx. den he think n said he'll use handcuff den his reason ish cuz guys lye to be in control.. dun understand.. >..<>.<> if were to choose between ashley n miie. hu will he choose? den he think n ans ashley. haas. i knew it. cuz she's more wild. den they asked y? he said if he choose miie, he scare lata he offend miie. =.= better still nv choose miie. lolx. den he added on cuz ashley more wild. lolx. so we continued wif e game. so tio a guy again. so they asked back e same qn. tis time rd he chose miie. >.....<" his reason ish cuz he lye those e gal next door type one. i oso dunno wat's tt lahx. maybe he scare i'll feel ps if he nv choose miie bahx i guess. cuz be4 tt e guy chose ashley mahx. maybe tt's e reason y he nv chose ashley lor. lolx. but nvm lahx. jus a game anw. lolx. aft tt ji quan wanna go off liao. as he nid to work on sun. so we stopped e game le. but ish fun for e piggy game n not e sexuality qns lahx. cuz i got a bit blur sometimes as i dunno wat they were talking abt. i noe they got say sth abt fetish for wat, i think. i oso blur. lolx. so tt's e game. maybe wasted ur time to read i guess. as it's quite lame lahx. xD..

sentosa~

2006-10-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

i jus bathed!! so confortable lahx! aft a long day @ sentosa. den so sticky de. wif e sands on my body.. but my arms now got two diff colours! omg. sad lahx. so ugly lahx. i woke up @ 7 today. n i slept @ 4+ loh.. damn tired. but i still wanna blog. i noe if i today nv blog. i sure lazy to blog liao le. haas.

took train down to harbour front. they were late lahx. i waited for half an hr.. but nvm lahx. i got my songs to kept miie occupied. say forbees, ji quan n wei xuan aft so long. since sch vacation starts. haas. ok lah. they nv change tt much. haas. lucky they nv say i grow fat liao. =X. if not i supre saddddd.. xD i was surprised lah. cuz forbees asked miie whether i'm okay for two times. i was wondering wat happen. so he was refering to my blog. lolx. i din noe at first. psps. ermm. how come u will think i'm refering to my ex arhx? ish not my ex-bf lehx. funnie. lolx. but now u noe le rite. ^^v. anw, at first we din clique in lah. i was so anti-social. cuz i onli noe ji quan n forbees nia. den ji quan noe dem more well. so we were so called sticking to each other until ppl thought we couple lahx. XD! anw, we'r not. lolx. lata part, den i noe tis gal. so at least i got clinque. forbees was so pathetic lye tt. so lonely rite. =X. sry arhx.

so we head towards sentosa. wah. e weather was damn hot lehx. cuz tahan. lucky got bring cap lahx. sat in e hot sun for lye 2hrs.. sun tanning!!. n i dun lye it. while we were sitting under e sun. der were tis 23yrs guy sittin next to miie. ish so irritating lahx. kept asking slot of qns. first ask name, lata course, which yr. wah. lame lor. den aft a while more ask name again. *faint* liao. i asked ji quan to save miie. lolx. ji quan go ask him how he broke up wif his ex-gf. he jitou sian full. dun wanna ans. ^^v. gd job lahx. can shut his mouth. lolx. lata play games. n we took e skyride jus for $2. lolx. ji quan said he was stress wen we reached e top lah. lousy shyt. opps. xD. but it was fun lehx. esp e view wen u were on top. shiok! lolx. but i wish to play e go kart lehx. lye beri fun lye tt. hees. den lata all e grps gathered at palawan beach. some of my grp peeps were playing tis stupid game lahx. den i was watching. some did stupid action lah. whereby they r not suppose to do one. i was lmao. lolx. ish fun i think. but i din join in lahx. aft tt, ji quan asked us to chill be4 gg hm. so i thought aiyah, since so long nv see dem liao. den hang out a while wif dem norhx. but i ps rachel lahx. was suppose to meet u. but in e end cancel. so sry gal. hope u forgive miie. =X.

den our grp ot tis 23yrs old guy hu drives. so he offered to drive us go eat. den okk lor. we went to harbour front for dinner. was soooo hungry cuz i din eat anything for lunch. haas. was busy playing e station games. den der were no time for lunch. but it's ok lah. i'm not hungry anw. lata on. we went to vivo city to buy beer. cuz they said they wanna drink. so ok lor. went over n look for 7-eleven. wah piang lor. vivo ish so big till we nid 15-20mins jus to find tt stupid 7-11. *faint* lolx. den ji quan, forbees, kevin n ashley all buy beers. EXCEPT for miie! lolx. i go buy big gulp. so xtra rite. i noe but i dun drink mahx. so nvm lor. lolx. forbees still say wat big gulp for small kids one. =.=" bleahx.!! lolx. went to e back of vivo to chill. quite nice. den they wanna play tt stupid game. lolx. was fun lahx. still got lvl 1,2,3 of pig one. lolx. those ppl reach lvl 3 pig mus forfeit. den e first guy tio forfeit. n guess wat was e qn they asked him! "How many times u masturbate in one wk?" piang. *faint* lolx. den tt guy ans "7 times" >..<>

at first e guy offered to drive miie n another guy to wdls. but it's better if i take train myself lahx. plus i onli noe him today nia lor. so better not rite. lolx. took e train wif ming wei. was chit chatting on e way. den i asked him. guys normally prefer which type of gals. den he said if for marriage ish those guai type. den for fun one ish wild de.. izzit true? i oso dunno lehx. but one point ish i definitely dun lye flirt guys who always sweet talk gals. jus dun lye it lahx. anw, he looked quite cute though. ^^ n i think i had given everyone e impression tt i'm beri guai. cuz he said i surely at hm read storybook one. lolx. which ish i wun do de lor. got time i go game liao le. lolx.

jealous? or left out??

2006-10-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

haix. now i feeling super duper low mood lor. i dunno y lah. siansssssssssssssssssssssssss....... y i felt lye tis i oso dunno lor. jealous? or izzit felt left out?? haix... forget abt u or not?...

dreaming~ ^.^

2006-10-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

i dreamt of u ytd.. but will it reali happen in real life? i wonder sometimes.... wat would e ending lye? or der isn't any ending at all. cuz it will jus remain as it ish.. **daydreaming of miie n u tgt on e beach**

ton @ chew's hse..

2006-10-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

hohoho~ someone complain tt i beri long nv update my blog. LOL. sooo.. as requested, i update okay~. =p cuz i been lazy to blog mahx. been playing audition + watching devil beside u. hees. chew mus read hor. bleahx. here we goes~.

5th oct:
chew came to my hse n ton for 3 days 2 nites. yea. no gf came n ton @ my hse for so long lahx. u 1st one okay. lol. if merlin noes tis. will she be jealous?? =X LMAO~ chew reached my hse ard 4pm. put her things den we went to jurong entertainment center. hahax. i asked my mummy for free tickets cuz she noe e uncle @ e cinema one. hees. save my $$ can go buy clothes mahx. i chose to watch john tucker. cuz i think beri funnie mahx. indead lahx. we were laughing away. but a bit pathetic lehx. whole theatre onli got 4 ppl watching tt show. o.O haha. anw, chew, dun nid thx miie for e tics. go thx e uncle. cuz ish he gave it to us de. ^^ hahaa. aft tt we went to jurong point cuz i wanted to buy my straws. but den so sad lehx. gift land closed down. so nvm loh. sembawang oso hv. ^^ we walked around while deciding where to eat as we were not hungry yet. den went to bum equipment to shop. i saw two shirts. try on liao den quite nice lehx. wish to buy when i hv e $$. hees. we walked till most of the shops closed liao. but tt chew dun wish to go home. haha. so she suggested to go to IMM de daiso. bought few items den nid to go out le. cuz they closing soon. lolx. on da way hm, we took some stupid shots. haha. at e end of e day, i concluded that we combed the whole of jurong in one evening. LOL! nice?

6th oct:
we were slacking ard in my hse till 5am den wan go slp. in btw, were msging too. haas. den cant get to slp too. thinking abt stuffs n talking abt it to chew. listening to her advise. thx for ya advise okay~ den i wanted to hv breakfast de. cuz it's been so long since i had BK breakfast le. so i asked my mummy to woke us up @ 9am. but hor, stupid her, called us @ 11.30. den i cant see le. lolx. chew said she got wake miie up at 9+ lehx. but i was slping lye a pig how i noe nehx. =X so we decided to go sun plaza. cuz i wanna buy straws mahx. had mos burger for brunch. chew ordered large milk tea to share. guess how many packets of milk we added? 10 packets lahx! haha. cuz aft each time she added, i tried. not sweet not sweet. lolx. so she added more more for miie. xD haha. then went back to my house to slack till 7.30pm then we went out. cuz she was helpin miie to do my nails. hees. always got free manicure n pedicure. shiok rite. ^^v Actually we wanted to go bugis to collect our bags de but was too lazy. LOL. so din go down. we had no idea where to go for dinner. din wan to go too far n so we stopped at bishan. on e way to bishan, der were tis 4 little bois in e train dunno playing wat. they looked lye sec 1 or 2. still so childish lah. pull their fren dun let their fren off. so lame. i see liao oso wan cover my face. we walked ard n then decided to have ajisan for dinner. haha. oishi nehx~ den we walked ard bishan cuz dun feel lye gg hm so early n oso let my food digest. haas. if not my stomach will big big. went to arcard n play two rds of time crisis 3. lolx. always e same old game. missed playin candles tis yr cos the haze was terrible. aft tt we went hm. chit chat n looked at some photos. den orh orh liao~

7th oct:
woke up beri early. i onli slept for 3hr!! cos i need to go back sch for sgb meeting. haha. at last we managed to wake up for breakfast lahx. hees. went to hv BK breakfast. went for e recee n walked ard e blks. n i saw forbees~ @ kfc. he was busy playing his psp n din saw miie. but i called him. haas. he told miie jia qing was working outside ntuc. so i went over to look for him. so long since i see him liao. i attacked him frm e back. lol. den tis stupid auntie workin wif him de. ask him izzit his gf. OMG~ anyhow onli. lolx. aft e recee, my leg so suan. weak rite. i admit. haha. chew went hm to slp while i hv to walk under e hot sun. sad. lata on i called chew met her for dinner. hees. went to cwp for dinner. she looked so jing shen den i looked damn tired. but she kept ka jiao-ing miie lor. evil gal~. anw, thx for cheering miie up wif ur stupid striking blue bikini stuff. =X will share things wif u. ^^ i'm good not lye nana rite. opps. =X

9th oct:
today woke up at 11am. kana woken up by my stupid bro. ytd oso lye tt. his fren n him playing game den made so much noise. hate dem. went off to meet pei jun n pat for recee again. so troublesome. finished at abt 5+. din meet rachel for dinner. sorri arhx. hope u dun mind. xD. feel lye slacking n playing game at hm norhx. so.. hees. ok lah.

i think i updated enuff liao rite. enuff for u to read anot? lolx. beri long lor. dun think ppl will read except u. ^^v thx for being der for miie. bestiie 4ever~~

thx u~

2006-10-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

hmm. firstly nehx, i wanna thx rachel for being der to listen to my crap arhx. lolx. those stupid things or can say probs lah. if not, i oso dunno wanna find hu to talk to le. maybe keep it to myself lor. last time oso lye tt. haix. anw, i'm happie to noe u bahx. so wan to thx u lor.. lolx. lye saying speech lye tt. "i wanna thx my daddy, mummy!" =X so lame rite. lolx. but hor, rachel pls pls dun go n buy wat striking blue bikini hor. i wun wear tt de lah. alamak. siao lang eh.. lolx. if u buy arhx. i use my hair whack u hor.. bleahx. =p

secondly nehx, i'm still confused. cant reali figure out wat u actually thinkin all along. it's diff to guess. n i'm jus tired of guessing it all e time. haix. wat shld i do? maybe till e day when i actually reali noe ur personailty le, u already change target le bahx. haas. or ish tis jus fated to be? din reali noe wat to do. so maybe jus let nature take its course lor. n try not to think too much le.

26 n 27 sept~

2006-10-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

i nid to back track my time. cuz i din update on tt day itself as i'm lazy + tired lor. hees. bleahx. so i'm gonna update those things on 26 n 27 of sept. hees. kind of few days ago le. ^^. but nvm. i still wanna post! =x

26 sept~
rachel was off on tt day. so we planned to go out. n we met gay for lunch @ cwp. aft tt went to rp to find nana n moo. ^^ first time went rp. quite nice cuz e facilities new mahx. den saw moo. she's pretty. ^^ aft tt miie, rachel n nana went town shop shop. wanted to find my sandles but den dun hv i lye de. so nvm. anw, adventure camp oso postponed to dec le. we went to paragon to look for esther n her "handsome" bf. but den they nv work. no fate. den we saw ice cream. n we 3 lye crazy. see cheap den went to but 3 flavours. mango + cookies n cream + tiramisu de. alot lehx. but we managed to finish. hees. pro hor. aft tt, we met wai kiat n gay den we went chomp chomp makan. food so so nia lah. not reali nice. but sad thing ish tt. i found tt u not beri gentleman lehx. haix. lye tt treat gal gal de mehx. nvm. ish u. so ish up to u lor. dun wanna bother too much oso. lata kana scold kpo. aft we ate finished, we decided to go punngol beach. haas. go der walk walk. den they say inside got ppl doing tt thing. *** haas. so we went in n explore. =x. but nth lah. anyhow one. lol.

aft tt, we wanted to catch e last bus home. so we took 854 back home. anw, tt day gay jus got off e bus w/o saying bye. oso dunno wat happen. e onli thing tt i guessed was tt aft i told him i'm gonna go over rachel's hse to ton. den he got off e bus liao. ish tis wat he angry abt? i oso dunno. pass le so forget abt it too.

went to rachel's hse. slept @ 5+ as usual. but she was so tired n fell alsp be4. haas. so nvm. i go game awhile. den go slp le. but i was expecting someone to msg miie. but tt msg didnt come. so it's a bit disappointed lor. nvm. gave up oso liao. haix. not gonna expect anything too. maybe e magazine ish correct?. maybe he change target le.^^. nvm bahx. single oso no harm. at least can pei rachel. ^^ i gd hor? lol.

27 sept~
aft i woke up @ rachel's hse. she's still slping. piggy her. but i dun wanna disturb her. so i went to on her lappy n play. but aft a while. she woke up le. so we decided to go eat laksa . she said nice. but i think katong one nicer lah. went to north point n played time crisis 3. solo sia. lolx. den miie, rachel n nana went to play daytona. haas. i first seh. tyco de lah. rachel tupid. dunno how to use manual. kuku go choose tt. wahaha. went back to rachel's hse. she helped miie do pedicure. haas. nice. thx gal. while i'm on da fone wif aloy. haas. crap a bit. n his fren in army are funnie. left her hse @ 11pm. but i nv kana scolding lehx. bleahx.

HATE THIS!!!

2006-09-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

my mind now ish in a messed. i dunno shld i believe u or not. i dunno shld i trust u or not. **CONFUSED** heart telling miie YES. but my brain tells miie NO. wat's tis?!! haix. love ish jus so complicating. i din even noe wat to do. i'm so LOST!.. can i believe u? sometimes i reali wish to be wif u. but i will hesitate. wif u i jus cant feel safe. i dunno y. seems lye u r so popular wif gals. i'm so afraid tt histroy will reali repeat itself. i dun wan tt kind of bf. haix. wat can i reali do? i still dunno ur personality well enuff. shld i or shld i not.?

n shld i get back those memories? i dunno how to face him. haix. it's been so long. but e moment i saw e pics. tears jus flow down. y?y?y? i jus dun understand myself. did i reali put down e past? everytime i talked to u. i'll get emo. dunno wat's tis. haix. haix. haix. **troubled**

("v") today~!!

2006-09-25T00:40:00.000+08:00

ytd i slept at 4.40am sia. so "early" rite. den i woke up at 9am cuz miie gg to meet my godmother to hv dim sum. hees. went to harbour front. saw e cruise. so big. cuz i kuku mahx. nv go be4. anw, i think i become a big eater sometimes lor. cuz when everyone's full, i'm NOT! but aft eating e dim sum, i felt so bloated. haas. but so sad der dun hv chee chiong fan. but nvm lah. aft tt went to meet aloy at somerset der and went to cine for movie. haas. we decided on haunted apartment cuz i told him i lye to watch horror shows. lolx. show not bad lor. e female lead so pathetic lehx. got tears a bit. haas. lucky aloy dunno. =X if not so ps. den went to look for sandals. but nv saw any i lye de. aft tt i bought e new jap ice-cream. blueberry one. nice~~. den we went to e foodcourt to talk talk. cuz dunno where to go lor. haas.

Den at 5.30, i went to find rachel liao. went to eat dinner. but i din eat jus drink nia. cuz not hungry aft eating e ice-cream. send rachel off to work again. but miie n gay decided to wait for rachel. but wai kiat waiting for his gf. so he tag along wif us too. ^^ went to paragon to spot esther n her bf. but no fate lehx. they 2 nv work. so sad rite. lolx. den lata at 8, wai kiat go meet his gf for dinner. left gay n miie. so we went walk walk ard taka. den guess hu i saw. i saw xu zhen rong n joshua. shuai lor. omg!! but den i nv take pic wif dem lehx. a bit regret lah. but nvm lah. no big deal rite. **an wei myself**

gay kept asking miie whether i hungry anot. but den miie not hungry lehx. dunno y. den he said he treat miie go eat crystal jade. ah siao one he. cuz we happened to walked past mahx. so he suggested lor. actually, we took e no. liao. den suddenly he asked whether i got go be4 paragon one anot. den i nv mahx. so he bring miie go. wah. grand lehx. haas. i so mountain tortoise lah. i noe. ~>.<~ gay go n call shark fin whereby i already told him i dun wan. but i got order mango pudding. nice seh. lolx. i was slowly eating it. lolx. (gay- thx for e treat arhx. kuku neh neh dun wanna take my money.. ) den aft we finished. it was abt 9.30 liao. so went to fetch rachel aft work. while wai kiat went to meet his gf. he was crappin while i eating my stuff lor. lolx. not a bad fren. lolx. =p

rachel said she dun wanna go hm so early. den said wan nua outside first. actually, we decided to take bus hm one. but dunno hu say go geylang eat. lolx. we took a cab down den eat dou hua n you tiao. i think i'm gonna grow fat liao le lor. den aft tt, we took a cab hm. haas.

overall, it's a fine outing today. except tt i felt a bit shag in e taxi le. cuz i onli slept for a few hrs nia. plus my blog had become a warzone le. haix. *angry* gay n rachel, thx for being der for miie. i hope i wun be losing u two. miss u 2 always..

<(^(oo)^)>

siao lang~

2006-09-23T02:33:00.000+08:00

haiyoyo.. bestiie suddenly come my hse. she wanna ton at my hse. lol. now using my com. ah siao one. now she went to e toilet so i faster blog. opps. ciao~ she came back. lol.

Mr. Anything~

2006-09-22T22:05:00.000+08:00

yohoo~ today went out to have dinner wif aloy at cwp. den i met him. we were deciding wat to eat. went to e foodcourt n saw that it was too crowded so we change n go BK. haas. while eating, he was telling miie his army guys. lolx. damn funnie lah. i kept on laughing n laughing. u saw miie laughing rite. so i'm not bored kkx. dun always aft we gone hm. den u sent sms say sorri, u bored miie. lolx. dun hv this sort of things lah. u beri funnie oso. haas. den aft we ate finished. went to check e movie time. ask him wat movie wanna watch. he kept on anything anything. sonow his new nick ish mr. anything liao. lolx. actually, i wanna watch john tucker. but den e time was 9.55. so late. den he scare lata no bus go hm. den he GG loh. haas. so in e end, we din watch any movie. n went hm lye tis. but ish i suggest go hm de lah. so dun worry kkx. dun nid say sorri de. cya in audition den. ^^v

thx gay n nana~

2006-09-21T16:33:00.000+08:00

hmm. ytd i went to find rachel to hv dinner. wen i was abt to walked in e train. gay called. but nana was on e fone. they oso wanna go find chew.. but one thing was nana made chew beri beri dl.. haas. till she called miie n complain. but i met nana n gay at somerset mrt station. nana was so tall sia. haas. think taller than miie a bit. we went to find rachel at specialise. she was at e cashier der. e moment she saw nana. she turn her head away. lolx. funnie. chew chase dem away. lolx. den we disturb dem sae they go dating sia. lmao.. imagine nana n gay~~ *wonder* wahaha. i'm bad!! den chew said we go S11 to eat. but w/o nana n gay. but chew i seriously din inform dem where r we. in fact i din even noe e place. i oso puzzled how they noe de. haas. so clever lehx. den i went out to meeting aft dinner. nana n gay wanna follow miie go too. lolx. den they waited for miie for alomost 2 hrs. so gd rite. den they pei miie go hm. i tot at first they were jus kidding nia. cuz der oso nth to do. surprised that they still can wait for so long. maybe they went dating for e 2hrs?? opps. =X at first i was planning to wait for chew to finish work de. but i look at e time. still got one hr! den i was tired le. so i din wait for u.. sorri arhx rachel.. hope u'r not angry wif miie.

but ytd sad lehx.. two of my best fren quarrel. gay n rachel dun wanna talk to each other. gay lah. u go say her for wat. she's jus concern abt u lehx. haiyo. now i oso dunno how to solve liao. she angry le lah. i oso dun wanna see u 2 become not close lehx. frm fren den become nv talk. how sad it can be... but i reali wish u 2 faster talk okay? ^^

rachel dun angry le lah. i noe u keep saying heck care. but actually, u zai hu one lor. dun come n lie to miie arhx. anything talk to miie kkx. dun keep it to urself. not gd. lata u explode one day. =X

hacker!

2006-09-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

haas. ya lor. u'r a hacker!! everyone mus beware of u liao rite. lolx. no lah. u beri gd de hor. help miie wif my blog skin. haas. den changed to audition de skin. wah seh. i think if my frens saw. sure sae i ah siao. i told dem i game everyday. they already said siao liao. now i think worst le. lolx. nvm lah. nice mahx. even rachel oso love it so much lor. lolx. but i wanna expand e pic to e whole page lehx. n make e background black. but i dunno!! hu can help miie??. if i make it. it'll be perfect le lehx. hees. but den i wanna thx rachel lah. cuz ish she helped miie de. thx arhx. den i wun tag team wif gay bully u le. hees. happie bo? n hor. pls dun copy miie say lame shyt, lousy shyt n pathetic shyt lah. not creative at all. bleahx.. but i oso use ur sad case. lolx. so fair n square lor. u mus faster go bath lah. i waiting for u to game lehx. slow pok!! ask gay oso kkx. cya~

rachew here!

2006-09-19T04:26:00.000+08:00

haha. i hack into your blog! HAHA! i love ur skin so so so so much! its jus so nice! HAHA! take care! c ya soon~ muz thank mi ar! HAHAHA!! cannot pwn mi tis noob liao. don always bully mi. u lame shyt cum lousy shyt! mus meet us more often ok? HAHA! u will always have fun when u r with us! miss us~

rachew
<(^(oo)^)>

+on + Funnie uncle

2006-09-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

hohoho~ ytd was e 1st time my frens ton over at my hse. no frens did tt be4. lol. gay n rachel felt honour anot huh. lolx. but was beri fun lor. but at first they din plan to stay over one. ish aft i went hm aft movie. den suddenly rachel suggest we meet up for supper. tt time i haben bath mahx. so i said okie. den i went to bath n meet her n gay at 11+ i think. we went admiralty mac. den miie n rachel was buying milkshake wen we saw tis lao uncle. he was a bit sot one. he said sth tt made miie cant stop laughing. he said "wo de pi hen chou". wah in front of everyone lor. LOL. den aft tt, he continue his stupid story saying his wife divorced wif him 4 times liao. den show us his pics. said wat last time he beri handsome alot of gals woo him one. lame shyt.. lol. we 3 jus cant stop laughing. but aft a while, he went into hibernation mode liao. no more entertainment le. but nvm lah. we made entertainment ourselves. cuz we went to call moo n ka jiao her. lol. i was e one hu ka jiao her e most lor. lol. i think she's gonna hate "esther" liao. lolx. =X. not onli i disturb moo. i also disturb nana. wahaha. but hor. all tis ish learn R____ one lor. hor??.

aft we finished our supper, it's lye almost 1 ? i forgot liao le. so they said go walk walk. i called dem to pei miie walked to my hse. lol. cuz i jus watched a ghost movie ytd. lol. lata we walked till my blk der liao. den i said i wanna go hm liao le. they oso acc miie come up. den they come in my hse. lolx. den we talk talk in my rm. n to say e truth, e xshulingx ish reali jus a lvl 15 noob lor. useless gal. =X. shhhhhhhhhh.. den i pwn her lehx. wahaha. conclusion ish i more pro than her. okay. dun say i BHB lah. haas. den by 5+ to 6 lye tt. i cant tahan le lor. den i wanna slp. stupid gay book e whole bed. i got no where to slp. see i so poor thing. somemore, rachel keep taking my blankets away. so tao yan. n i was damn cold lah. hving flu + sleepy. tt kind of feeling. lol.

woke up at 8+ cuz of a call. sorri gay if i had scare u.. i dun intend to. den i oso wanna sae sorri to gay n rachel abt tt thing kk. so sorri..

den we went to eat lunch aft tt at sun plaza. n we headed hm. so shag. but came hm i still can game till 3. den i go slp le. slept till 9. woke up by my mummy if not i think i continue slping till tmr morning liao loh. hees. <(^(oo)^)>

kkx lah. i stop here. if not rachel n gay will say i beri long. lolx. gg to game liao loh. yohoo~ ^^ v

+on @ gay's hse

2006-09-16T03:05:00.000+08:00

i was late i wanna meet rachel at yishun. cuz be4 tt i was still gaming n not wanting to leave my hse. lols. =X sorri gal for letting u wait for miie. n i was so forgetful to bring my specs n my contact lens case. so i had to ask nana for it. lucky she hv. if not i'm gonna go blind. haas. thx gal. muackx. if can, we meet up soon kkx. if not i at hm oso rot. haas. den i met her at 11pm. aft tt i saw wai kiat. he kept on disturbing miie wif gay. aiyoyo. wat msg 10 times, 9 times nv reply. cuz wanna play audition wif miie. i down der gib e sian look. (-_-) lolx. but was funnie lah. as in e way he phased it. lolx. den we reached rachel's hse. waited for her to bathe. her dog scare of cane. lolx. cute sia. but i scare. if ish small den i dare. kkx lah. quite weak lor. =X.

Den aft she bathed. ish already 12.30. so late le. oso no bus to gay's hse. so we took a cab down le. e uncle kuku one. not a certified taxi driver one. he dunno how to go to gay's hse. lousy sia. den rachel hv to direct him. haas. oh ya. rachel got chocolate hp. omg. so chio lor. den she lend miie. but so sad. use half way den low batt le. sad case. but hor. she promised she gg to lend miie lehx. wah. shiok. wee~ den reached gay's hse. his hse so big seh. nice ^^v. but hor everyday hv to climb e stairs will die lehx.. lolx. den we go to his game rm to play audition. haas. but quite sian lor. cuz my lappy laggy. den keep cool cool. or even worst. press spacebar = miss. jitou sian half liao. lolx. but we were enjoying ourselves. den tt stupid rachel kept tickling miie lye nobody business. but she herself scare of tickle lor. kuku one. den wen she miss. she go hold my hands dun let miie press. shyt her rite. aiyah. noobs always lye to use those little tricks. =X. dun whack miie pls. wahahahax.

den aft we game till 3+ lye tt, they suggest we go walk walk outside n see if e dim sum shop got 24hrs anot. cuz they were arguing whether e shop got open. stupid one. bleahx. den wen we walked der. luckily hv. so we sat down den eat!. haas. food not reali nice. so so nia lor. =p . den wen 4.20. they ka jiao miie call miie go slp. lolx. cuz my mummy always woke up at 4.20. so i hv to slp be4 4.20 if not her machine gun will start shooting liao. =X. but i was a little shag le lah. den aft we finished, gay suggest we go hv 2nd rd at e prata shop. siao one lor. but we nth to do. so jus walk der lor. but so sad. e prata shop haben open yet. den stupid rachel so shout "open shop lehx". sth lye tt one. kuku her rite. okie. i shld not kept saying her kuku or stupid. if not next time she dun wanna help miie le. hees. den rachel call miie walk a bit further more to see e phua's logo. i was a bit curious wat ish it lah. lata den i found out ish jus a deco. lolx. but it's unique. ^^ den we walked hm again. reached his hse. ard 6+ i think.

den i cant tahan. feel lye slping le. so gay said we go his rm slp le. so we went to climb e great wall of china. =X. lolx. he went to woke his mum up. bad. but initially i was slpin on his mattress on e floor. bleahx. den i went to e bed. i slept beside rachel while gay slp on e floor. so kelian lye tt. being bullied by us. den suddenly aft i washed my face. i was no longer tired. so i chit-chat wif rachel for a while. till gay felt so frustrated n he walked out of e rm. lolx. cuz he wanna slp but we 2 jus kept on talking non-stop. hees. but i felt so shag n cant tahan le. so i jus slept le. woke up by stupid rachel prank call. so stupid lah. woke miie up. was so tired. den i woke up. first thing i wanna do was game!. lolx. i ke siao liao. game game n game. at least game wun made miie angry. okie lah at times wen i lose.. haas. so went to eat our lunch cum dinner tgt. den went off to e adventure meeting le.

haix. cca... minutes... nid so rush mah? tmr cant gib? mus by today? watever. anw, meeting always last min den tell miie. already planned my things. den tell miie. how to go lye tt. haix. aiyah. watever lahx.. .. .. .. .. ciao le~

i took back my results le. was a little not satisfied lor. cuz i din expect my wcom to get C+. haix. but i told myself le. next sem mus jia you liao. cant game so much. mus control le. hees~

but i had a fun day last nite. hope we all can keep in contact always kkx. miss ya all lots. i wanna meet up wif nana too. hees. take care arhx. esp rachel. fever still can so high. pei fu u lah. cya ~

audition kakkis

2006-09-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

I found my audition kakkis liao. always siao lye miie de. always audi de. wahaha. **happie** now, i more close wif rachel le. through gay one. haas. den i suddenly nth to talk to him liao. dunno y. but u'r still my fren kk. hees. i noe nana, moo, wai kiat oso. but these 3 seldom talk. ONLI tt kuku rachew. haas. always ka jiao ppl. now i oso kana influence by her. lye to call to ka jiao ppl. but always e old person. rachew u shld noe hu rite. he sian half till nth to sae. n we kept saying e same things. LOL. ^5. **wink** ytd, rachew were talking abt fri. cuz we will be taking back our result. den she suggested to gay tt we go his hse ton. haas. i tot he wun allow mahx. cuz two gurls. haas. anw, he agreed liao. so thurs arhx. rachew. thurs shall be ur dead day!! gonna whack u 5 times hor. bluff miie so many things. den, i jus received my bill. shyt lah. die liao. $80+ lor. i din noe my sms change back to 500. den i kept using lehx. den exploded. cuz i go use till 1209 sms. shyt rite. den kana scold by my mummy n daddy. sad case **cry**

unlucky day~

2006-09-08T16:03:00.000+08:00

ytd was an unlucky day for miie~

late for nite cycling
butt pain - cycle too long liao
rachel sent miie a video (audition) to tempt miie
hp lost
fell down - fren pushed miie
back aching

alot rite!! sad sia. but my hp found back le. cuz wei yuan n one more guy went to find my hp back e route. den they found it aft calling my hp twelve times! alot sia. but i nid to thx dem a thousand times bahx. haas. thx for e effort!! my butt now still hurt lor. nono. my back n thighs oso hurts!! whole body hurts lah. i lousy one. haas. no use. but e journey reali beri long lor. from east coast to esplanade to marina. den wen we reached marina, they gib a packet of bee hoon. not nice one. veggie more than bee hoon. *yuckx* aft tt we set off at 4am. we hv to cycle back to east coast. but everyone was so enthu. perhaps ish i encourage them wif my warm ice cream. wahahaha. i was e 2nd one to reached east coast. haas. the bois lousy one. lose to miie. hohoho~ i was fast. but aft tt we went to eat mac. den go hm. my fren was playing wif miie. den she pushed miie. n i lose my balance den FELL! my right hand tio. den my old injury on my leg oso tio. now blue black liao. i wan faster recover cuz i wanna go to e adventure camp de lor. hees. i go play audition liao!! cya~~

program peeps~

2006-09-06T01:55:00.000+08:00

I met wif my bunch of program team mates today. guess wat they think of miie? they said i look lye those hu always go clubbing, drink den play pool type. OMG. do i reali look lye tt? it's totally diff frm my actual personality lehx. haas. i dun lye clubbing de lor. n i didnt go be4. haas. i rather dun go. e place so complicated. i oso dun drink de! so bitter. not nice. haas. maybe as time goes by, aft they noe miie more, they will change their opinion. hees. but they rox~~ looking forward to e adventure camp wif dem. they so fun loving. esp bernice n max. haas. gonna hv fun n go crazy~~ wahaha.. take care peeps~

+00 c0incidence 0r fate?

2006-09-04T02:54:00.000+08:00

today i went to meet my program grp de ppl @ city hall. den i took e train. actually, i was in e middle waiting for e train. kinda i think he always likes to go to e front cabin. so i slowly walk to e front. on e way to sembawang mrt station. i was looking at e floor. thinking whether will i saw my ex anot. i jus got tis feeling. den wen e stop reaches. i looked up. n i reali saw him sitting down der waiting for e train. i was shocked n had a silly smile. cuz it's all too coincidence le. jus tot of it n it actually happen right at e next minute. fate?? or jus coincidence?? so on e journey, i was thinking will he come n talk to miie? obviously, he din. haix. dunno y. i'm sure that he saw miie. so i jus stand close to e window n shut my world wif music. like i always used to do. aft my program grp ended e meeting. i smsed him ask him whether did i saw him on e train. n he replyed yes. he said " now, den u realise ish mi arh? i tot u were so dao." haix. he saw miie, y cant he jus be more da fan n walk to miie n say halo? jus dunno wat he thinks. aft i reached my hse, i received a call from him. he was crying on e fone. n he asked miie whether am i jasmine? i was so shocked lah. call n ask miie tis? n he jus hang up. so i called him back n wanted to ask wat happened. but he din pick up so i jus left a voice mail. lata kinda i tot, i'm no longer his gf le. y shld i ask care so much. lata he msged miie. saying that he had a quarrel wif his daddy. so he left e hse. e first one he thinks ish miie. so he called miie. haix.. hv i reali got over it?????? *puzzled*

FART!!

2006-08-30T13:32:00.000+08:00

haas. forbees jus remind mi sth that i din wrote in my ytd post. hahas. this ish a must to write. cuz wen we were heading home in e train. someone farted!! omg. this ish e first time i smell e smellest fart ever.. i swear miie n forbees both nid an oxygen tank to rescue us. LOLx. cant tahan e smell sia. *FAINT* haas. kk. go play game liao. tonite still gg nite cycling. cant play so now mus play more. wahahax..

celebrate my b'dae wif forbes~

2006-08-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

hohoho.. i wanna update abt today's outing wif for~bees~ haas. we went town today. den he made a card for my b'dae present. but he don't allow mi to look at it. onli till aft e dessert. ~>.<~ so we went to watched ghost game at e new cathay der. nv been der be4. but well, e seats were comfortable but it was so cold in der. though i wore my jacket le.. e show so so nia. den we went walk walk. sorri arhx. mi dun reali make decision de lor. i anything one. >.<> but i paid for e GST n taxes. ((lye beri big deal lye tt)) opps. lolx. i ate damn slow lor. den he had to wait for miie. haas. but nvm lah hor. cuz i entertain him wif my stupid childhood stories.. =X hope u dun mind lah.. aft our dinner, he brought miie to eat e dessert @ some restaurant called the ship? hahax. he said was nice. e appearance was nice. mainly cuz of e fire? lolx. e outer part was something lye marshmallow one, den inside got coffee cake den vanilla ice cream. quite special. din try be4. hees. but below got a bit bitter. think cuz of e wine? but overall, tis was a memorable dae for miie. so forbes. dun worry. i wun kill u one lah. but i lye e card u made for mi esp e poem. gees. DIY de lor. haas. special. i'll keep it de.. (^o^) kkx. thx for everything u planned today!!. cya ard arhx.. n dun brood over last time de experience le arhx.. cheer up n move on!!. anything can talk to miie if u'r comfortable bahx. good luck for ur results. n most of all mus be same class arhx. haas.

My b'dae!!

2006-08-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

<<>
hees. jus bath finished nia. Firstly, i wanna thx shao kai, choon ni, forbes, wei xuan, chen tat, arron, jia qing, ji quan, wei cong, winson, aloy, emily,meilin, becca, hanizah, lynn for wishing mi a ~HAPPIE BIRTHDAY~ if i miss out anyone, sorri arhx.. LOLx. today evening when i was about to went out, meilin came to my hse jus to gib mi my b'dae present. hees. so nice of her. she made a bottle of tortise.. haas. i think ish to remind mi of her.. n mus think of her all e time. correct anot?? haas. den i went to cwp wif my mummy n bro to shop!!. hahax. but be4 tt, i went to meet yee teng at metro. she passed mi my present. haas. was a necklace. a diamond J. haas. nice!! so aft tt, my mummy n i went shopping le and i bought 3 shorts frm giordano n 1 shirt. e best was a shorts frm esprit. I love it so much. haas. at first, my mummy suggested we eat at e marina e steamboat der. but too far. haas so we settled for pizza hut at cwp. den my daddy came to meet us. aft we finished, we went to buy my b'dae cake. hees. i chose a mango cake frm four leave. beri nice. was a combination of moose cake n sponge cake. lolx. hees. hope my wishes that i wished will come true. hees. good luck to miie..~ LOLX.

went out wif shiling

2006-08-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

Haas. today jus went out wif shiling. we went town n were supposed to meet at 1. but she postponed to 2 cuz she had some canoeing thingy. but lata on @ 1+, i received her msg that she onli free at 3. haas. it's okie wif mi cuz i was busy playing audition too. so i wasnt bother by it so much. so i went down orchard to meet her. haas. it was so stupid of mii to miss my stop. wen i realised it. i was already at city hall. ~>.<~ So i was late. haas. sorri arhx. hmm. wei cong said he was gg to town too ytd when i told him i was gg. so wen i were at heeren, he msged mi ask mi where am i. we were both in heeren. but too bad. we no fate. din bump into each other. So mi n shiling went shop shop in town. n i saw 3 celebrities. LOL. lucky of mi. e first one was cheng xi from e ming xin ou xiang one. i saw him be4 @ jurong point liao. so no surprise lah. not handsome one.. Second was @ swensen's. Mi n shiling was eating. den she asked mi whether that was sylvester. haas. He highlighted his hair RED. look lye ah beng sia.. not nice de. haas. e third one ish e best. Mi n shiling was shopping @ paragon n we went into some adidas shop bahx. n i saw sebastian from e jue dui superstar de. haas. he was working der. he look quite handsome n cute too. jus that his height a bit same as mine.. he was smiling to mi too. haas. i fa hua chi liao. opps. so when i was on my way hm, der was this grp of ppl inside e train. a sissy wif 3 other gals. omg loh. he was so sissy. e way he talks, e way he hold his bag on his arm n e way he dress!! argh. i told forbes i felt like punching him. but i not dare lahx. lolx. hmm~ i left 10 mins den ish my 18th b'dae le. haas. Vigelic in audition de fren said he wanna celebrate for mi in audition. haas. n forbes oso said tt he's gg to make my tues a memorable one. if not i can kill him. opps. LOL. forbes~ i wun kill u de lah. i good rite? (^(oo)^) bleahx.. lolx.. cya on tues. n i wish myself a advance HAPPIE B'DAE~!! haas. so kuku hor.. =X

Snakes on e plane!!

2006-08-25T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~ it's been so long since i update my blog liao.. haas. Partly, i was so busy studying for my upcoming exams. Hmm, but oso addicted to audition too lahx. That's y i was so lazy to update. LOL.. hmm, exams now over liao.. econs was okayy okayy but not for bmgt n poa!! i was late for poa n was panicking away for e 1st half an hr lahx! But for now i can enjoy my life until 15 sept n i'll gonna cry in front of my com le. cuz i'll be getting my results back. But nvm lahx, for~bees will provide mi wif tissues de. He said one.. rite? LOL. Today, went out wif meilin n we went to TM. oso dunno y i chose der lor. But anw, she wanna watch snake on e plane one lor. but shy shy dun wanna say. cuz be4 that i said i wanna watch ghost game. haas. but hor i wanna sae sth.. I strongly encourage everyone hu read my blog to go n watch SNAKES ON E PLANE. cuz it's damn exciting throughout. n e BEST part was wen e fattest snake ate up e chiwawa plus that stupid old man. OMG! It swallow e old man's HEAD! i was sort of screaming away.. opps! haas. but overall, ish reali nice n exciting lah. 5 stars for it. Okk. i shall stop here. cuz it's time for AUDITION liao. wkakaka~ ciao~ Oh ya, n i'm looking forward to sat cuz it's e first outing wif SHILING~ plus oso counting down to my 18th b'dae!! Gees..

SAD~

2006-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

Right now, i feel like wanting a guy to dotes on mi.. cuz i miss e feeling of being love by someone after watching e tv drama n the lakehouse.. haix.. (crying) kind of silly. i noe. but cant help thinking of e past. where we were so happie.. n he dotes on mi.. seeing jia qing wif his gf, yee teng wif her bf, jiquan wif his gf and eric wif zulia.. all one pair de.. and even sylvonne n her new bf.. felt so lonely and sometimes felt that no one be der for mi.. but one thing abt couples, der's always conflict among dem.. heard so many conflict frm all of them.. lying, quarreling, jealousy. all sort of things.. now in poly, yee teng seldom come sch. n i felt so lonely, no one pei mi. i dun wanna kept hanging out wif all guys and mi one gal alone. seems like i'm flirting wif all of dem.. but in class, other than yee teng, i din hang out wif other gals le. haix.. how i wish i have a best fren that i can talk to.. i used to have one. but now, no more le. wishing to find one soon.. haix..

went out wif mei~

2006-07-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

ytd i went out wif my mei. but i so ps cuz she waited abt half an hr for mi. i was choosing formal clothes.. hahax. i spent close to $80. heart pain.. but i swear i wun be calling someone to help mi buy things le.. for some specific reason. aft i'm done. we went to bishan to watch movie.. den so sad dun hv interesting de show. den we settled for lakehouse cuz my mei said her fren gib 5 stars for that show. but den for mi, i gib 4 stars nia bahx. lata my bro n her gf oso come meet us for the show too. hahax. first time saw wl sia.. she look so GUAI~~ LOLx. when we were jokin, she oso dun dare to laugh out loud one.. kept secretly laughing. hahax. dunno y sia.maybe i too fierce?? whahax. den aft our movie, my mei come my hse play cards~ hehex. so late liao still come my hse rite. but i enjoyed my day wif her. so nvm lah.. i oso not so early slp de mah.. hope next time we can go out often ok? hahax.. cya ard~ take care ar..

abt daphne~

2006-07-30T23:20:00.000+08:00

hahax. someone wan mi to say good things abt her worxh.. hahax. lata i nv update she say i nv gib face.. noe y i call her monkie mah? cuz hor whenever she comes in lecture hall, she sure jump jump jump den reach her seat one. so i call her monkie lor.. daphne = shiling = monkie.. whahax.. but hor.. onli i can call her lor. no one canuse tis name. bleahx!! she's a nice gal too.. ^^ all e best for ur upcoming exams yar~ hope we can be fren always.. cya ard in sch kkx. and last thing, i purposely put e colour - green. cuz she love GREEN~! ciao~

sickening old man

2006-07-09T01:52:00.000+08:00

YEAH!! Today went to watch NDP preview.. when we went der, i was sweating like pig liao.. it was so damn hot lor n crowded too. the fireworks were so nice sia.. hehex. so HAPPIE!!! den we went to e espanade der n eat STINRAY. hahax. but alot of my memories flow back again.. i dunno how long mus i take to forget all of dem.. it's so difficult.. den aft tt i went hm ALONE... i was waiting for my bus 912.. wen tis STUPID CRAZY SICKENING 34YR OLD MAN approached mi.

MAN: "Hello!"
Jas: smile..
Man: " u look fierce when u kept quiet"
Jas: "izzit?"
Man:" Where u alighting?"
Jas: "2nd stop"
Man: "okie"
I was curious how old he is cuz he looked quite old. so w/o hesitating, i asked him.
Jas: "U how old?"
Man: "34"
OMG.... SO OLD...
i started feeling frighten liao..
Man: "Can i hv ur hp no.?"
Jas: *Thinking* OF CUZ NOT
Man: " Can u gib mi ur hp.. den i key in my hp no. to u?"
Jas: "NO!"
Man: " den can u gib mi ur e-mail?"
Jas: "NO!"
Man: "Y not? We'll jus be frens."
Jas: "Dun wan lah.."

After long waiting, MY 912 FINALLY came!!
I felt frighten, therefore i sat in front instead of at e back..

Man: "Actually, i bluffed u abt my age.. I'm 18.. "
Jas *Thinking* Even if u tell mi u'r 18, i'll also wun believe lor..
Man: "My colleagues always say although i'm 34, but i'm still a small kid in my heart."
I was wanting to puke that veri moment.

That man kept asking n asking for e no..
But i din gib..

My STOP reached!!
Jas: "Bye!"
Man: "I gib u my hp no."
He followed mi down e bus..
Took out a pen FROM a PLASTIC BAG! OMG!!
Write his name & hp no.

Man: "Sorry. i'm a scorpio. so i'm veri stubbon n determine and i make decision fast.."
Jas: "Orhx"
Man: "Will u call mi? I think u'll throw away e paper when u went hm."
IT'S ABSOLUTELY TRUE!!!!!!!
MI grabbed e paper n walked off.

I saw my mum... so HAPPIE.. i told my mum. guess wat she did.
She took e paper n threw it into e rubbish bin...

FINALLY, I'M HOME!!!! ~~ YEAH!!!!

wei cong n wei xuan

2006-06-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

Haix. at tis veri moment, i felt sooo upset. cuz i jus saw my ex-bf's profile in friendster. he nv use to hv one. until i saw him viewed my profile. sad memories of e past lingered in my mind wen i saw his pics. tears welling up my eyes. i nv tot i will cry. i always tot that i had already forgot abt the things he did. every now n then, i always tried to occupy myself wif lots of things to do, onli by doing this, i'll not hv any more spare time alone n think of those things. now den i realised from e day that we broke up, i had nv forget all the things he did. how i wish i can lost my memories of him in my head, nv to think of it again, nv to upset myself over n over again. I'll nv ever believe the sentence "a leopard can change its spots" and believe in sweet talks ANYMORE!! Love can be a wonderful thing, but at e same time, it may hurt u in any way too.
But i'm so happie that der a fren that i can talk to n watch ghost movies!!. hehex. sometimes, he can reali sae stupid things jus to cheer mi up, but it's funny! hahax. at least wen i talk to u, it's much more happie than mi being alone thinking abt those stuffs. THX ya!!. hope u'll always be der. n dun break our friendship lah. lolx. i noe u dun mean it de hor. N PLS dun EVER send mi those ghostly thingy liao hor. if not i scream in ur ears den u noe arhx. LOLX!!! wanna go be (^(oo)^) le.. ciao~

test 0VER!!

2006-06-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

FINALLY tests all OVER liao!! sooooo Happie sia.. can enjoy my holidays lye mad. hehex. today ish 06/06/06.. whahax.. got econs test in e morning. aft that guess i saw hu.. CHOON NI!! wah. so shock to saw her in NP lor. so excited until i hugged her. opps! hehex. but reali beri long nv see her liao lor. suddenly she appeared in front of mi.. ish lye miracle.. but hor as we were talking, her eyes aiming at shuai ge worhx. LOL. okie. aft tt i went to watch THE OMEN!!! seems so scary on e advertisement. SO coincidence! i was sitting on e SIX seat! isnt that too coincidence?? LOL. den aft we watched finish the movie. i took e mrt home. i was sitting in e 2 person seats der. den der was tis disgusting uncle sitting in front of mi.. guess wat he was doing!!?? he was DIGGING his NOSE!! WTH... so disgusting lor.. somemore ish in public! den nvm. aft he done finish wif his digging. he go n flip it away. ARGH! cant tahan.. LOL. no hygiene at all one. i shall stop here n go play game.. ciao!!

studying~

2006-06-04T02:05:00.000+08:00

hmm. today jus sat for poa test. n i think i screw up e paper. haix. hopefully i can pass. stilll got bca n econ tests. so sianx. wish tue faster come so i can enjoy my HOLIDAYS!!! den today meeting wei xuan to study den made him ran here n der to get waffle. cuz he dunno where got sell aft a mth plus in poly!!? >.<

PBL presentation

2006-06-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

hmm. actually tis post shld be posted ytd de. but hor.. too lazy lahx n tired. so i went to slp liao. so now updating abt ytd things that happened to mi. i'm like so angry of someone in my grp lor. we met up on monday to discuss our project, she's present and had heard my explanation on e PBL thingi but e best thing ish on thurs jux be4 our presentation. she ask n ask n ask so many qns. DAMN IRRITATING!! plus she's damn lucky lor. the qn that teacher asked her ish the things that she asked mi be4 hand!!!. haix. good for her but bad for jia qing lahx. LOL. so sad... kana vlookup function. hahax. quite unfair actually!!!!!. hope tis things wun happen again..

ex-bf..

2006-05-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

Yox~ update my blog liao. if not arhx. tt yeeteng nth to read. lolx. hmm. tis few daes quite sian loh. got so many hmwk to do somemore tests coming liao plus i dunno anything!! mi like no freedom like tt lehx. In msn, he kept on talking to mi and sometimes he said de things quite irritating lor. Den always make mi angry one. Den i play maple, he also come in n find mi den still said those things tt we agreed not to mention liao. haix. Sometimes, i reali dun wanna get involve wif him anymore de. but think back, he oso treat mi not beri bad mah, den at least still can be fren. But whenever i talk to him, he will surely said those irritating de things lor. haix. wat to do now.....

ex-bf..

2006-05-23T23:52:00.000+08:00

Guess it's reali impossible for us to get back together le bahx. Our views are so different. How could we possibly maintain a long relationship? I dun think it's possible lor. haix. i'm feeling so down. *crying* how i wish der isnt any problems between us and we could carry on. But e fact ish der are SO much problems. Now, we had already broken up, den might as well just end it here and stop going back to e past. Next time,u shld put urself in e gal's shoe and see from her view. Perhaps it'll help. A piece of advise to u. Stop waiting. Carry on wif ur life. One day u'll definitely found someone better than me. Den u'll regret tt u wasted so much time on mi. Today, ish a sad day for mi. Haix. Got scolded for being forgeful too. *sob sob*

BORING lecture!!

2006-05-23T10:41:00.000+08:00

Haiyo!! so sianx lehx. stupid lecturer make e lecture so damn BORING one. den some more yee teng nv come sch. i'm alone in class! sian diao.. miss her lehx.. but nvm lahx at least in lecture i got shiling. hmm tis gal arhx. quite funnie lahx. i like her. but i'm not a lesbian OK. lolx. Next wk got test liao. den i still so blur abt my sch work lor. mus jia you liao.. so tiring tis few days, got tons of HMWK n PROJECTS!! how i wish i reali can take a good rest without worrying abt my sch work or stuffs. i miss my sec sch life lor.. so carefree de. how i wish i can go back to sec sch. but it's impossible liao. I HATE MANAGEMENT LECTURE!!!

p0seid0n~

2006-05-23T01:31:00.000+08:00

Today i went to watch poseidon le!! Finally! Yee Teng pei mi watch. She watched be4 wif her bf liao. *hees* good hor. But our tickets ish free de! LOL. envy? Aft tt we went to play pool too. I'm so lousy cuz so long nv play liao. den i ask her fren to play wif her. she so pro lor.. Haix! So sad. mus polish my skills le!!! whaha. hmm. got a question to ask. Wondering y when e gf so pretty hor, e guy still wanna noe more gals. sad for e gal lahx. a bit pity if she doesnt noe tt her bf ish so FLIRTY! haix~

1st entry~

2006-05-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Yox~ hees. Tis ish me!!! i lurf my bear bear! He beri big one. He stand up can reach my hips. Big hor!! Anyway, tis ish my 1st time got blog lehx den like so "mountain turtle". Everything mus ask yee teng to help mi. Whahax. all thx to her!!. Today i chatted a while wif him, I’m glad to found out that leaving him can let him changed so much. Last time when I always called him to study he dun wan to. Now that I left him. He started to do his project n tutorial. I’m reali veri happie to hear that.